If our love is wrong(zarry mpreg)

Chapter 26: won't let you go

Harry pov

"Louis...i think i need some warm water" I close my eyes and told the boy who is standing beside me then heard him said a few words back. since i told zayn to wait down stair, louis is the only one being here with me. To be honest, i miss Zayn but i'm not ready for him to see me like this.

that i'm carrying someone else's baby, and that someone has a very high possibility to be Ben

I gasped and groan from my stomach which is now starting to make me feel incredibly painful again. And when i looked at the position louis supposed to be, he's already long gone.

'Baby, are you still alright down there? '

'please be strong for mommy, i promise i won't hurt you again'

I helplessly talked to my little bean with my hand palming gently on my aching like hell stomach

then what the doctor said to me slowly playing in my head

'Harry, i'm goning to be honest with you....'

'the baby is totally fine,.... at least for now. But...umm actually, i need you to be more relax and you know maybe get someone to take care of you and not overwork yourself'

'I know you had been taking those sleeping pills and other drugs even i told you not to.  and trust me, there's no good for you and your baby's health '

'think about it harry, before everything is too late'

and i don't know when i started to cry, all these years i always have to be happy for someone else and there wasn't once in these 2 years after i married him that i could actually smile when i was alone.

And Ben literally has no ideas about how many drugs i took just to have a proper sex with him and tried to do my duty like every wife should do. When it was getting close to the end of our relationship, i found myself got addicted to alcohol and those drugs that could make me feel like i'm truly happy by my own. But that happiness never really last long.

Now that i'm trying to quit it as i realised how bad it is for my baby's health,  my hormone is making it three times worse. And what happened to me in the past still haunts me in the middle of the night and it is too hard for me to just close my eyes.

Maybe god is punishing me right now from messing up with someone else's husband in the. Past.

Not long after i felt an almost intolerable pain rushing up to my brain, there's a strong grip on my waist as someone is trying get me to sit and carefully placed a soft pillow behind my back.

"Harry, take this.  the doctor said that it could help lessen the pain"

I looked up to see the guy's face then i felt my heart pounding like crazy because that someone is zayn. As i look into his eyes, the feeling of guilt overwhelmed me. Zayn must hate me for what i've done to the Hadid family and I wonder why he is here? Or it's just an accident? He said it himself that he doesn't want to see my face again.

"Take it harry, please" Zayn lowered his voice then handed me the medicine and a glass full of water

Without having him told me twice, i quickly took a medicine from his hand and  swallow it with some amount of water zayn brought me as the pain is getting worse and worse.

And after some time, i surprisingly feel a lot better but not like all the pain disappears.

"Now all you have to do is lie down and sleep. Can you do that?" Zayn put his arm around my back then carefully lay me back on bed after I nodded in agreement with his other hand working on the pillow.