I was 9 months pregnant already so the baby could come at anytime now and I was already for her. "Hey Y/n I was thinking well maybe I can stay at your place while Alexis is in jail still you know to keep you and the baby safe?"Kasper said while getting her things. "Um sure it's going to be weird at first but I'll get used to it I said" We were going to visit Ap before we went to the doctor for my final check up before I could go into labor.
We went in the jail and I sat down until Ap came out with the biggest smile on her face. BABY GUESS WHAT? she screamed into the phone.
"What baby calm down stop yelling."
I said laughing. "I'm going on parole! I'm going to be there for the birth maybe but I don't know but I will for sure be out in a couple of days."
"Ap that's great I'm so happy bubs I said with a smile on my face.
"Times up Ms.Painter" I heard from one of the guards. "I have to go now bye baby I love you so much see you soon!" She said blowing me a kiss.
"I love you too" Bebe I said blowing one back. I went back with Kasper and told her the news and she kinda looked sad. "Kasper what's wrong?" I asked. "Nothing it's just I wanted to be there for you but Ap is getting out soon and I just wanted to be involved with the baby as well because I don't really have anyone y/n. I just want to be loved and have a family too" (we love foreshadowing 😤). "Kasper let me tell you something you have been with me throughout most of the shit no fuck it all of this shit. I am going to make sure that Alex knows Auntie Kasper and how you took care of me and her ok?"
Two time skip
I went for my final check up and came home the doctor said the baby should be here any day now so all I could do was wait. I was laying down watching tv with kasper and I felt the worst contraction of my life I screamed out in pain and Kasper jumped out the bed and rushed me to the hospital. They got me a room and everyone of my friends came down to support me but mostly came to see the baby. It was Maihua and her girlfriend and kids , kasper, Avery, Soph, and Ag but still no Ap.
Ok mama it's time to push ok? I heard from the nurse. "I'm scared" I said. Girl don't worry I got you take a deep breath in and a deep breath out when you are pushing out to ease the pain Maihua's girlfriend said holding my hand so that's what I did. After about 10 minutes I heard the worse thing that could possibly be said by a doctor about the baby.
SHES NOT BREATHING
My heart sake and I started to cry everyone was trying to comfort me but it didn't work I wanted my baby.
"Y/n it's all going to be ok the doctors will do everything they can ok?" Kasper said also with tears in her eyes. We all hugged each other and cried.
What am I going to do?
Is Alex going to be ok?
What do I tell Ap?
These thoughts were going through my head until I heard the door we all looked and saw the doctor. "Hello everyone your baby is in critical condition and may not make it out I'm so sorry we will do everything we can." and left the room. I started to cry even harder this time. "My baby is going to die I never should've done this in the first place." I said everyone hugged me and we sat in silence until they had to leave. They all kissed me on my forehead and left but then Maihua's girlfriend came up to me with Matthew. "Everything is going to be ok girl and once this is all over we can leave our kids with their aunts and moms and drink ok she said laughing. "Yea I'll hold you on to that offer." I said with a slight chuckle. "Hi babyboy Auntie y/n loves you and I hope you can see your cousin Alex ok?" and then he wiped my tears by hitting my face. They both left and I was alone with no one to hold and with no baby beside me.
What happened to my happy ending?
After that thought I went to sleep with no hope and no one here to cuddle my problems away.
I was alone again
