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Kylie's POV:

I woke up wrapped in JJ's arms and it felt so good. I missed this. I missed him so much and I am so glad that we finally talked things out. I got out from under JJ's arms and went to get dressed. I want to go for a run this morning and I also need to check on Rafe because I haven't been to check on him in a while. I decided to go for a run first and then check of Rafe on my way back into the house after my run. I decided to run down by the water because that's where I feel the most at home and it is the easiest to run for me because I just watch and listen to the water and the animals around and it brings me so much happiness and relaxation. I ran around figure eight for about an hour and then headed home. Once I got home I went to the pool house first because it was only 8:30 in the morning and I knew JJ would still be sleeping. I walked into the pool house and saw Rafe laying in the main room on the couch, and man did he look bad.
"Good morning Rafe," I said walking up to him.
Rafe slowly opened his eyes and then said, "Good morning. What time is it? Actually no, what day is it? I am still so out of it."
"It is about 8:30 and it's Wednesday. You have been here for a few days, you've either been sleeping or puking every time I have checked up on you."
Rafe just nodded his head and looked down at his feet.
"Rafe it will get better soon. I know you're still thinking about drinking and being high, but when you stop thinking about those things is when you know you are on the way to finding your way back to yourself. I know you can do it, I believe in you," I said and then gave him and hug.

"Can you stay in here with me until I fall back asleep?"

I nodded my head and sat down on the couch. It only took Rafe a few moments to lay his head on my lap and I started to play with his hair. I knew that this would make him fall asleep because it always did when we were dating. No matter if he was just tired or if he was upset at something his dad said, playing with his hair would have him asleep in just a few minutes. I gently laid his head on the couch and went back inside. 

 When I got inside I went straight to me room where I found JJ still sleeping. I went into the shower and after being in there for a few I heard the door open and then saw JJ through the shower door.
"Good morning J" I said while washing my hair.
"Good morning beautiful. I am coming in to join you."
"Uhm not you are not. We are not pushing things with my parents. We are lucky they are letting you stay here, in my room might I add."
"True true, but hurry up. I miss you and your face."
"Okay okay, meet you in my room in a second."
I finished showering and then it out and went into my closet to change. I decided to wear pink sweatpants and a t-short just to be comfortable. I then put my hair into a messy bun and went to lay in bed with JJ.

 I then put my hair into a messy bun and went to lay in bed with JJ

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I laid in bed and cuddled up to JJ. He started to play with my hair and I just ran my ands up and down his chest as he put a movie on my tv. After a little but I got a test from my dad that read: "Mom and I are going to the coffee chop, text me what you and JJ would like." JJ and I decided what we wanted, so I texted it t my dad and then we went back to watching tv. I fell asleep shortly after and was woken up by JJ because my dad had yelled for us to come down because the food was here.
After we ate breakfast we went back to my room and I decided I wanted to ask JJ about what Sarah told me.
"Hey, J. Can I ask you something?"
"Yeah of course. Anything."
"So Sarah told me about everything, but why didn't you? Do you think I am gonna take it or something? Because if so," but before I could finish JJ interrupted me.
"No, no of course not. I just did not want you getting drawn into this. You have never seen anything like what we have been through and I don't want you to have to deal with that."
"So because I come from figure eight I am some fragile little girl who can't handle herself? I am way stronger than you think JJ."
"I know that's not the point. It's too dangerous."
"But Sarah can join?"
"That was not my decision. That was John B's and she slows us down and it makes John B slower because he is always worried about her, and so I need to be the levelheaded one and I wont be if you are there. even thinking about you being in that makes me scared and nervous. If anything were to happen to you I," JJ said but then I interrupted him.
"JJ you don't have to worry about me, okay. I want you to share everything with me if we are going to be together okay."
"Then today you can come with us. We are all going to the pawn shop to get some money for the gold we pulled."
"Okay then I have to change." I said getting up out my bed and going to my closet.

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