I started this one when I was going some pretty rough time with my fiancé. We were having this horrid long distance relationship during one point and because of that, I started to write. That was in 2001 or so.
At first both, the female character and the male character were nameless. But in early 2002 when I had seen The Fellowship of the Ring for that notorius ten times (the point when I could go in and pick my nails for I cared, and still know exactly what was going on in the big screen and all my friends and family wanted me to go with them as an interpreter 'cos they weren't fanatics like me, hadn't read the book every year since they were eight years old and more...) I just gave up to my brain that was feeding me ridiculous thoughts about writing a RPF story.
But, in 2002, I started school and that cut into my writing. I didn't start writing this really until 2003 when things were really bad at one point. I wanted to move to be with my fiancé, wanted to quit school, and leave all my family and friends behind. And then, it didn't work out , because in the fall 2003 we got bad news.
Then, 2004 the shit hit the fan (so to speak) and I lost my fiancé to leukemia. This became my catharsis from that. I had to put myself into the shoes of the female character in order to finish writing this. It took me NINE YEARS to finish.
I'm still pondering if I should put this here at all, because this is very, very personal to me, but I can publish the first few chapters at least.
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It's Like Rain (Orlando Bloom/OC)
FanfictionMature story. Contains depictions of sexual situations and strong language. "Tell me you love me," were the last words she heard from someone she loved dearly, who left a large hole in her heart. Do something you hate. Misery brings up character. D...