Your pov
we were walking the beach and i was just thinking, i don't want to be the reason he stays i want him to be happy and go to sway live the best of lives he can i mean i'm sick can he really like someone like me i'm so different from him.
"hey you okay"he turned facing me and wrapped his arms around me pulling me into a hug
"no, listen i like you i really do but i don't want to be the reason you don't live a great and fun life i mean i'm sick and I don't want to hold you back." we were now looking into each others eyes
"stop violet you are worth it every minute every second every hour, plus we don't know for sure that chemo isn't working i mean your hair stopped falling out and you always say you feel better so maybe you are getting better" he took my hand and started to walk along the beach where the ocean water was hitting out feet
"Oh shit my test was supposed to come in today" i frantically pulled my phone out and looked at my emails and i see the one i was looking for
"can you look at it im too scared" i hand him my phone and he starts to read it......
I'm so sorry I haven't posted because my school work is just too stressful but I am trying my best and I have been writing lots is drafts to post.
