I Never Thought

Epilogue 1

"Love,still awake?"

Im so tired from work, never thought of this exhaustion but I promised my wife a happy life
I'll do anything to make give it to her

With closed eyes I listened to her activities throughout the day

With the soothing sound of her voice and that chuckle
I know how her day turned out, enough to give my lips a smile

Eyes still closed as I creeped my hands to her waist and kiss her cheeks making her shut for a moment

But the moment she spoke again, words from her mouth makes me silent

"Love, if Im going to die will you marry someone again?"

I open my eyes and give her my questioning look

"What Im just asking, dont give me that look" she said that as if it will not give me a heart attack

As she brush my hair gently
It give a homie kind of feeling
It make me feel asleep more

"You silly" I answer with a sleepy voice evident to it

"Its possible we dont know what tomorrow brings"

"Just dont live, stay me with love"

"Oh you clingy baby"

And then i feel asleep as she continue to brush the strands of my hair

I woke up where my head is above in her tummy when I feel a cold skin contact opposite of the golden ray passing through our window

And everything she told me that night made my whole system in motion in split of second

As I turned my gaze to her face a tear just fell from my eyes
I know from that moment what my life will be

I touched her hands and kissed it for nth time hoping a miracle will happened

But I was just left hopeless while my warm tears give contact to her cold hands with our wedding ring on it

The warm nice weather outside is the opposite thing I felt inside my body

Never thought of you leaving me this early