forever with him (deamus)

lost and found

when the door to the dormitory opened at 3am dean shot up.
"seamus" dean whispered aggressively "sorry mate" ron said as he and harry took off their invisibility cloak.
"we looked everywhere i don't know where else he could be" said harry.
"this is all my fault" dean said practically in hysterics.
"no it's n-" ron started.
"yes it is if i hadn't of showed him that stupid sketch he wouldn't have been so disgusted with me that he fell off the face of the earth"
"dean-" harry tried
"why do i have to be such a freak"
"hey" ron snapped "you are not a freak, you're perfectly normal"
"but i like seamus"
"so what"
"he's a bloke"
"a bloody good looking one, if you liked someone like malfoy then we'd be concerned" ron joked
"it doesn't matter which bloke, even malfoy. you love who you love, there is nothing wrong with that" said harry
"you really think "so
"i know so" stated harry sitting down patting dean's arm.
"we're going to find him dean don't worry" ron said as he sat on the other side of dean wrapping an arm around dean's shoulders.
"and besides" ron continued "you liking him isn't what scared him away, he's been into you since 3rd year"
"no he-"
"yeah i read his diary, he has"
dean couldn't help but laugh at that. they stayed like that until dean fell asleep then the boys tucked him in and went to bed themselves. dean woke up and instantly looked at seamus's bed, it was still empty. dean got ready and went down to the dining hall hoping to find seamus there.
seamus woke up and looked over at deans bed, or where it should've been. right i'm not in the dorm and dean hates me seamus remembered he saw a fresh set of robes laid out and put them on. what next. his stomach answer that question in a long grumble. the dinning hall it is. seamus grabbed his bag and then after a short debate he threw the sketchbook in. when he got to the dinning hall he saw dean picking at his food suddenly his head shot up and his eyes locked with seamus's.
"seamus" dean roared and he jumped up from his seat and ran towards him with the biggest smile splitting his face. he all but flung himself at seamus squeezing him so hard he could barely breath.
"hey" seamus squeaked gently placing his arms around dean.
"are you okay i was worried sick when you didn't show up the other night i thought-" dean started pulling back and checking to see if anything was wrong.
"hey i'm right here okay, you know everybody is staring at us right"
"i don't care"
"can we go talk somewhere else"
"yeah sure" the conversation had resumed as seamus led dean out of the dinning hall. they found an empty corridor and seamus turned to dean. he opened his bag and pulled out the sketchbook.
"here"
"did you look at the-"
"no"
"but i-"
"it doesn't matter i'm sorry i blew up at you the other day can we just go back to before"
"you shouldn't be apologizing it was my fault"
"no it-"
"yes it was"
"okay we both messed up can we just move on now i wanna show you this really cool place i found it- what's so funny" seamus asked as dean had started laughing uncontrollably.
"i just missed you that's all" dean said as he slung his arm over seamus's shoulder "now please lead the way shay"
on the way the two caught up on what the had missed by not talking for one day. surprisingly it was a lot.
"ginny and luna, really"
"yeah it surprised me too"
"oh i'm not surprised, it was kinda obvious"
"okay if you're so smart you can do your own potions essay"
"no i don't wanna" seamus said dramatically leaning his back against deans chest. dean just laughed as he threw both his arms over seamus's shoulders and across his chest and pressed seamus harder into him resting his chin on seamus's shoulder.
"hey are you alright" seamus asked trying to turn his head to face dean but not really succeeding.
"just tired, didn't get a good sleep last night" dean mumbled crossing his arms over seamus's chest pulling him even closer.
"hey i'm not going anywhere again okay" seamus said reaching up and grabbing deans hands.
"promise" dean asked sticking out his pinky. seamus couldn't help but chuckle as he locked his pinky on deans.
"promise"
they passed by a wall and suddenly a door appeared.
"woah" dean exclaimed finally letting go of seamus.
"pretty cool right"
"it's the room of requirement"
"the what"
"i'll give you a book on it when we get back to the common room"
"a book? dean do you remember who you're talking to" dean chuckled.
"okay i'll read it to you"
"well what are we waiting for" seamus exclaimed, he grabbed deans room and dragged him inside.
"yes a bed" dean said happily flopping down on it.
"what about our classes"
"it's saturday mate"
"oh right, okay then"
"and besides" dean said as seamus slid in beside him "since when do you care about classes"
"i guess you're a good influence thomas" deans smile widened as seamus cuddled up next to him as they fell asleep.