Hold On till May (Pierce The Veil FanFic)

Chapter 16

Zac's Pov~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wake up and sit up I was waken from my phone that I just got back a couple days ago....I looked at it and it was Vic "Hey so Mourning I thought that I would tell you that Ashley is in the hospital....and she tried to kill herself...so if you wanna come you can..but yeah so I'll tell you more once I know more...."

I run and put a pair of pants and a shirt and I look at my hair in the mirror but I dont care at this moment and I wont because she needs me there and I need to be there for her. God....WHY why would she do something like that I know that she must be depressed because I haven't texted her in a while. I talked back to Oli and he got mad and took my phone away for the PTV tour so that I couldnt text ashley and guess where that leaves me.....UGGH... "Oli I need a ride to the Hospital.."

"Why in the world would you need to go there" he asked in confusion

"Ummm Ashley Is in there...."

"Okay get in the car...."

as we ride I cant stop shaking my leg...I'm just so Nervous I cant stop thinking of what she will be like I mean I have seen her arms and I have seen what they are like but she was like 6 months clean......and then this happens..... Oli drops me out and I run into the front desk and I ask where she is and what happened....They look at me and ask Who Ashley Moore Take me to her or where the waiting room there is for her.....Then I see Jamie....getting a monster from the machine.... "Zac??" I turn around to see Jamie Right next to me. 

"Yes is she okay....What happened and where is she???" I try to clam down

"Zac Calm down we have yet to see her.."

"What Why...." 

"Because she is in the ICU and They Have to get a room Avable befour they let anyone in there."

"Okay..." I walk with Jamie after he leads me there.......I want to see her so bad as we get up there.

Ashleys POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

all I see is spinning its making me dizzy......Im awake but I'm not I hear that soon I will be moving into a room where I can see every one and hopefully Zac came he's all I want to see and I want him to hold me and help me through this like I know he can.....but knowing my luck he didnt show up..the only one her most likely is Vic...Witch I am fine with but I dont know I love Vic but I love everyone else too...and I wish I had other friends that would understand me and that would love me through this I wish I had my dad he would hold me until May and I would cry into his arms. I miss him so much I wish that he would not have died...I loved him and he loved me unlike my mother and everything would be okay...I wish I wouldn't have been raped.. I wish that man would just had left me alone but its me nothing I want to happen,happens.... The room stops spining as soon as I go into my room and I see everyone there but I dont see Zac...and in time everyone moves out of the way....and Zac is standing there coming up to hug me and I push him away....