Is it insanity or fear that has forced me to go on in this life? I personaly don't know the difference. Insanity is just a side effect of fear.
I guess I should start off with the first few years of my pitiful life. Ever since birth I was beaten mentaly. The I grew to 1 year old then 2 and 3 passed faster than that. I began to be beaten more and more as the days went by.
My only joys back then were being at my grandma's house because it gave me peace.