My life after 3 was just more difficult. My mom began to drink and I find out the man I thought was my father was not even related to me in any way. I meet my real dad at 5 and ask him why he wasn't around for that large amount of my life. He said " because I didn't think you were mine." How does that happen? I look almost just like him and he can't stand to look at me.
My life just getts shityer after that.
