So I'm waiting for cc outside the bus I am braking down crying, I can't stop I dont want to go but in the same way I can't keep living this life were I don't want to live anymore, my eyes are so tired and I want to die. But I have to think about how my life is going to change for the best.
CC runs over to me and he just hugs me, and I just break down, I can't take it anymore, by now my eyes are bleach red. I feel so weak I can't feel my body anymore. I feel like I'm going to pass out.
"cc I.... I'm going to fall I need to go inside." I say
"okay Atlantis, let's get you inside, go into the back and to the right you will find my bunk go ahead and fall sleep. We will leave after I get all of my stuff." cc replys
I head To the back bedroom, but before I do I stop by the bathroom.... I cut once more *might trigger* I look down at my old scars, I feel Like I don't deserve to live anymore. So after a bit I clean up but I realise that my shirt is to thin, everyone will see them. I stick my head out of the door. I see Jake
"hey Jake do you think you could grab my Black Veil Brides crew neak, it's by the door?" I ask
" uhh... Yea sure are you okay? It's Like 59 degrees outside. But yeah I'll grab it for you. " Jake replied
He hands me the jacket. I put it on, Make sure that they are all covered up and walk out like nothing happened.
"hey Atlantis I got all if the stuff out, let's get out of here, are you ready?" cc asks
"Yea I'm..... I'm fine just tired. I'm going to get some sleep, I'll be in the back okay," I say
As I start to walk to the back cc runs up to me and says
"let me see them. "
"what... What are you taking about? " I'm starting to get nervous and I start to pull down at my sleeves
"come with me Atlantis. "
As I walk to the back bunk cc says
"when was the last time you hurt your self? "
I couldn't take it anymore I burst down crying then he knew that it had been today.
HEY SO I HOPED YOU LIKED THAT, SORRY IF THERE IS ANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES. I DIDNT FEEL LIKE LOOKING BACK.
Lia_Sykes this is why it took so long :)
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Is this what you call a family?
FanfictionAtlantis point of view fighting all the time with my mom, having Christian coma as my step dad, going on tour with him what could be better? But there is a dark past to how all of this came to happen........ read to find out :)
