Jughead Jones imagines.

He made it all better.

A/N; this chapter has trigger warnings, self harm and depression. read at own risk.

'What Jughead didn't know wouldn't hurt him' that's what you told yourself every time you ended up here. You couldn't stop the down pour of tears that kept leaving your eyes along with the uncontrollable sobs that left you mouth. 

You couldn't remember what had brought you hear again, feeling as though your heart had just been torn from your chest and thrown to the floor.  Feeling as though this was the only option, the only option being to put that blade to your skin once more. Just like you had many times before. 

You had been doing this long before you had met Jughead, 2 years ago, and you had never found a way to tell him either. To be honest you didn't know if you wanted to. You though if you told him he would just pity you, and then when he would realise that you can not be fix he would leave. 

Just the thought of Jughead finding out mad you shiver, you couldn't cope if Jughead left, the truth is he's the only person you had left. It was at this thought that mad you clean everything up and put the blade way, for now. 

As you walked out the bathroom and back into your bedroom your phone pinged. You couldn't help but smile as you read the text. 

Juggy : Morning beautiful. What you doing today? xxx

He always makes it feel better, you thought to yourself.

Y/N: Morning, Nothing much was hoping for a lazy day. xxx

As you hit the sand button you hoped that he had not planned something and you had just shot him down. 

Y/N: Well as long as you didn't have anything planed?? xx

You quickly added, hoping he didn't think you meant anything bad by it. You always hoped you didn't hurt Jugs feelings, it was the last this you ever wanted to do. To be honest you always panicked that you would do something wrong and he would leave. 

The thought left your head when your phone pinged again. 

Juggy: No just wanted to spend the day with you. Is it okay if I come over? xxx

Y/N: Yeah that would be lovely, see you soon then?? xx

With Jughead's quick reply of a 'see you soon'. You put your phone down and quickly tidy up the small amount of mess you had made this morning. Quickly making your bed putting the pillows back in a neat position making sure every thing look normal.

You then thought that as its was most likely going to be a lazy day, that meant  movies and cuddles, you would grab the spare blankets and pillows from the cupboard. Just as you throw them down onto the sofa, there was a knock on the door. A beaming smile appeared on your face knowing that it was most likely Jug. 

Opening the door to find you beanie headed boyfriend. He comes straight in and gives you a hug and a kiss. Asking how are are. Your response being that you are amazing now that he is with you and telling him that you got out some blankets and pillows in case he wanted to have a movie day. The smile that comes to his face tells you that you made a good suggestion. 

So between the two of you, you picked to watch a horror, you didn't really mind watching them, another thing Jug loved about you. 

....

You had lost track of how many films you two had watch now, but you where getting hot so without thinking you took off your sweater completely forgetting about the wounds you had made earlier that day. 

As you tossed the jumper across the room you could feeling Jug looking at you. So you looked round at him to see a sad look on his face. "What's the matter babe??" The response you got confused you at first, "why didn't you tell me?" but then you realised that he had seen all of your wounds and scars. Your heart dropped, you gulped down your own sliver and looked away not knowing what to say. 

"How long has this been going on" Jughead asked. "A long time" was the only response you could say because you honestly couldn't remember when it started. but you quickly added "longer than iv known you". It was at this moment Jughead looked down looking even sadder than before. "I'm sorry" was the only thing that left you mouth.

"Why are you sorry, I should be sorry. I should have noticed that you felt this low. I should have made sure you didn't feel this way," 

You quickly shut him off with "You did Jug, you make me so happy when I am with you. the happiest I have ever been."

You could still see a sad look on his face and it made you feel so broken, you didn't want him to be sad because of something you do. "Oh Jug, Don't be sad. This is all my fault. I didn't mean to make you upset babe." 

He turns and looks at you, "I just hate the thought of you doing this to your self, you know I am always here for you. So whenever you feel low or anything, you need to call me right away, no matter what time of day. I will be here, I will come running to make you feel better. promise you will call me, I cant bear you doing this to yourself." 

"I promise" 

Just with jug knowing, it made feel better, you didn't have to worry about him running if he was to find out, you are no longer afraid to open your heart to jug about how you feel. 

...

It had been a long few months since that day, not that you would change a thing about it. You had had ups and downs but as Jughead promised he was always there for you. You had day where you felt like your world was falling apart but Jug had been there telling you that everything would be okay, even when that meant the days where you wouldn't leave your bed and the days when you would just burst out crying for no reason what so ever. 

But he always made it all better.

A/n Hiya i am new to this writing and publishing this. so let me know what you think in the coment if you want more so i can get on that. i would really appreciate your feedback. thanks