The last day at my vey own house it was really hard to say good bye and all but then again it was so easy to let go and think of the adventures i will have.
24 HOURS BEFORE
I picked up my phone deciding if I should ring my boyfriend Jordan and tell him that I was leaving tomorrow, leaving for good. I dialled his number and stood there for a bit figuring out what I would say. I clicked call but he didn't picked up and it went to voice mail so I left a message ' Hi this is Elly, I really need to talk to you but don't worry everything's fine love you bye'
I couldn't stop thinking about him, my phone rang but the caller ID was blocked so I picked up.
"Um hi" I was nervous cause i didn't know what to say
"Hello um who's this sorry" it was this strong deep "you left a message on my phone, it's elly right?"
Omg I didn't put in the right number so here was some stranger on the phone to me because I thought he was my boyfriend. "Hello?" He interrupted my thinking
"Yes sorry, I'm yeah about that message sorry I didn't.." He cut me off with his smooth voice I could listen to it all day
"You know what it's ok, make sure your man gets the message" his voice trailed off
I giggled " I will, keep in touch"
"well of count got your number now" I didn't know what to say what to think he just scared the hell out of me.
"Ok bye" I said as I wanted that message to go to Jordan so badly
"Yeah ok bye" I ended the phone call and I started to wonder how I was going to break the bad news to Jordan. I walked around in circles thinking and thinking and then I thought of something so great. I tried to plan it out but it was never going to work.m
I got to admit it i was scared I didn't want to break up with him in the first place but with him being Los Angeles I'll be in Colorado, long relationships never work out.
I dialled in Jordan's number. Yes, making sure it was the right one. And pressed call, it started ringing and I felt the tension ridding I didn't want to break it to him over the phone. Yes finally he picked up.
"Hey babe, whats up" his tone was so relaxed and calm i was so nervous.
"Hey...hey can you please meet me in the park near my house"
"Yeah sure babe anything for you" tears started coming to my eyes "ok see you soon I guess
"Yeah" and with that I hung up.
I grabbed my phone and walked out into the bright sun set as I walked to the park i text my mum to tell her where I was going, she doesn't really care where I go as long as I tell her, most of the time im at the place and that's when I remember to text her.
Jordan walks up to me and gives me a kiss. Omg his lips, erg I hate it he's just so good at kissing.
" im sorry I just can't" I pulled back. He looked me in my eyes idk what he say but he knew something was wrong, a tear feel dripped down my face, Jordan whipped the tear of and then looked down at his feet.
"You're breaking up with me aren't you" I couldn't say anything I didn't want to lie and say that I wanted to. I just stood there with more tears coming from my eyes and with that I nodded. He turned his back and started walking away. I wanted to go after him but he would have just rejected me. I didn't care I ran after him stood in front of him he didn't stop moving so I started pushing him to stop.
I started screaming and crying "please stop, just hear me out" I was so sad I hugged him, my head tilted up and my eyes looked into his "I love you ok there I said it there is no denying it im madly in love with you, I know what you're thinking 'then why did you break up with me' and im sorry, when I move we are going to have a long relationship I don't think I can do that. I can't be there when Im in Colorado thousands of miles away from you and you won't be there for me to, I really think it's the best for both of us" he gave one last kiss
"Goodbye Elly" he started to walk to his car so I sat down on the seat, and I started crying i couldn't stop myself from crying. After 10 minutes it started to sprinkle, it got harder and harder, I didn't move a muscle until there was thunder and lightning. As I walked back i knocked on the door.
"Who is it" my mom screamed from the kitchen.
"'It's...me" I sobbed she came running to the door she swung it open.
"Whats wrong honey" she pulled me into a deep hug
