i hate you.
you hate me?
yes i hate you. i hate you.
its quiet
its strangely quiet, now that you're gone
its eerie, not a scream
no more moaning, groaning, knocking
i dont hear your pleads anymore
why would i listen anyways
was it that you fueled the burning blue fire in my stomach
the one that burned my the linings of my ability to trust you again
tell me
why wont my heart stop beating
why wont my heart stop bleeding
i rip my vocal chords to display
the 'rage'
im tired of you raging at me
god damn you
i HATE you
please... please... im sorry... im sorry... i need you... i....
you are unfortunately
too late, mama
mama!
mama.
mary.
your voice plays over and over again in my mind
i dont feel anything
whats going on, why cant i feel anything?
