Actors

Put Aside or Try to Hide

Evan's P.O.V

I guess there was just an emptiness and I thought having Emma's baby would bring closure to me. Just looking at Violet and Vera made me forget all the pain and sadness that ran through my veins half of the flow was anger and all the anger is to myself I had or have such an amazing life I've been a success I don't mean to sound cocky but well I'm Evan Peters! I'm selfish and I get that no matter what I was just never satisfied. I just can't imagine how Taissa feels! I've been really ignorant and I feel with all this birth and commotion I never cared to ask how it all was and I'm sure that it's too late for me to be like this anyway if I could just go back. Apart of me wishes I didn't have to hear Tai screaming and sobbing as the idiotic doctor stayed calm but I did lose my cool back there. I glare at my girls and look at Tai she's dribbling and resting her head on the pillow she makes soft frequent coos purring like a kitten nestling in, what's going on in her head?
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Taissa's P.O.V
Vera Vivienne Peters D.O.B 1/1/15 4:35 PM

Violet Valerie Peters D.O.B 1/1/15 5:17 PM

No matter how tight Evan grasped my hand I felt a piercing pain run through me I scream and wail "Help Her!" Evan screeches frantically "She's Hurting." the doctor states "No shit just fucking help her!" Evan grabs the doctor with force lifting him from his collar "O-okay!" The doctor squeals Evan throws him down and I lay my neck on the pillow "You have to push just let your body take control." the doctor is calm and elevates my feet Evan runs back to me and takes my hand "Breathe in baby!" Evan pulls my head up and lifts my back. I close my eyes and begin putting weight on my abdomen I feel an excruciating pain "Ugh!" I pull back and begin pushing "Okay!" I hear I feel half of my body being stretched apart and set on fire I close my eyes okay again! "I see the head!" Evan squeals Gabourey, Lily, Vera and Sarah gasp and squirm covering their eyes "Tai she's here!" I hear a soft crying "Oh my God!" I laugh "One more Tai!" Evan takes my hand I follow the same process and receive the same horrible pain until I hear two loud cries "They're beautiful." Vera smiles I slowly elevate my bed and stare as my little girls are being washed I look at Evan he's in tears yet still continuing to stare at my eyes I look up at him we kiss and I look down to see Vera holding one of the girls "Which ones which?" Lily asks confused "Well.." Evan looks to me "I think aunt Vera is holding Vera." Evan smiles "and Sarah you're holding Violet." I look to Evan he stares at the girls with pride as he strokes my hair. Gabourey walks closely to me holding Violet and Sarah is holding Vera in her arms. Evan takes Vera "my baby girls you're so beautiful both of you you look just like your mother."he sniffles between words and tears. I was happy I was a new person a mother Evan just he doesn't understand I was wearing a mask a smile I controlled the tears from spilling and the loneliness that invaded me. I was sore hurting for God sakes I gave birth! Evan had to have at least some sympathy maybe a "Tai are you okay?" Not just clap his hands and command me to leave I understand it he's a Father he must be feeling so many emotions just like me but his have no relation towards me my little girls are gonna make it better I know it for now I need to be brave for them count the endless hours go by and hope my old sweet and caring Evan will over come this selfish stage. Until then I'll just hide it.