Random thoughts

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I have a boyfriend.

I love him so much.

To the point that,

I don't want to demand,

I don't want to annoy him,

I don't want him to feel that I'm boring,

I don't want him to leave me.

Everytime he demands,

I'm doing my best to do what he says.

I'm always trying my best,

for him to feel that I love him.

But,

I never felt that he loves me.

So I decided to forget him.

Everyday,

I keep reminding myself,

I should forget him.

Even though,

We're still together.

I wanted to forget him.

Coz everyday,

I feel like,

I'm just nothing to him.

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May nobyo ako.

Mahal na mahal ko siya.

Dahil diyan,

Ayokong humiling,

Ayoko siyang inisin,

Ayokong maramdaman niya na boring ako,

Ayokong iwan niya ako.

Sa tuwing hinihingi niya,

Ginagawa ko ang aking makakaya upang gawin ang sinabi niya.

Palagi kong sinusubukan ang aking makakaya,

Para maiparamdam sa kanya na mahal ko siya.

Ngunit,

Hindi ko nararamdaman na mahal niya ako.

Kaya't napagpasyahan kong kalimutan siya.

Araw-araw,

Patuloy kong pinapaalalahanan ang aking sarili,

Dapat kalimutan ko na siya.

Kahit na,

Kami pa.

Gusto ko siyang kalimutan.

Kasi araw-araw,

Pakiramdam ko,

Wala lang ako sa kanya.

-dionetteiniego