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I don’t know if he’s left. I haven’t heard the door open or shut. Just on queue, there was a knock on my bedroom door. “Y/n…”
“Go away you sick fuck” why is he still here? I told him to go “Y/n will you go out with me?” what? “Are you stupid? Why would I go out with you? I just caught you recording me. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. IS THAT SO HARD TO DO? Just go” Leaning on my door I slide down and let tears escape my eyes. Finally, I hear the door shut. He’s gone.
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“y/n I don’t know what you’ve done but your aura is perfect for your song piece. All this extra practice has done well for you.” not really. My mood just reflects the song title. I don’t want to be here anymore.
If he only wanted to be around me because he thought I was easy. What does that make me? I have no one in this world. No one at all.
My managers only want me because it gives them money, my coach only wants me around because he gets a good name out of it. I’ve been abandoned by my parents because they hate who I am. Wakatoshi? Well, that’s a long story but I guess I have the time.
As kids, we used to be so close. Inseparable even. But then it all changed. When I became more famous you could tell he was unsettled by it. He became quieter luckily he has his friend Satori so he wouldn’t become a complete mute. But after what he did to me, I can never forgive him.
That week we were constantly arguing because I couldn't hang out with him. My schedule was too busy. I thought he would understand since he abandoned me ages go for volleyball. He abandoned me for a ball so why was it so bad that I couldn’t hang out for an hour when he leaves me every night and even weeks at times.
One day whilst I was practising at Shiritorizawa when my manager said that people could watch me practice…
“Yoooo Y/n” Tendo’s voice brings me out of my daze. “Oh hi I didn’t hear you come in.” he smiles and waves his hands “It’s fine, Can I see the piece you were working on?” I couldn't say no to his puppy-like face. “Okay. start the music” That piece was so good. It was so heart wrenching. It was based on the idea of how I wanted to reconnect with Wakatoshi. That was never in the picture though. The next day my notifications blew up. Someone leaked my practice… Tendo leaked it.
I run as fast as I can to his house and bang on his door. “TENDO, FUCKING ANSWER ME” the door whips wide open and he’s there on the other side. Wakatoshi is behind him. “WHY WOULD YOU LEAK THAT? I TRUSTED YOU. WHY WOULD YOU LEAK THAT” sighing he walks from the door “I was told to by your broski. Go talk to him about your problem.” what? He was put up to it?
“Wakatoshi… I thought you would’ve understood. But I guess you're like everyone else. So thank you for ruining everything for me. My routine has been leaked and everyone will copy it now. I have no chance of winning because of your ego. BECAUSE YOU COULDN’T LET ME BE GOOD AT SOMETHING WITHOUT TEARING ME DOWN LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO. I did this because you abandoned me for Volleyball. You were the only one I had left but you went and betrayed me. I didn’t complain when you spent weeks away from me. Coming home late at night because you had a practice then complaining at me because I never did anything after school when you know that if I didn't complete everything to their standards I would be kicked out. Yet you didn’t care about me. I was just wasting my life. You’re just like them. Don’t try to contact me again.”
before I could fully walk away a hand gripped my wrist. “You’ve lost weight. How much do you weigh?” Not this crap again. “Before you start with the bullshit, My manager told me I need to be 45kg otherwise I won't look pretty and I wouldn't be taken seriously if I was above that. I’m sorry if it inconveniences you. And just so you know. That routine was for you” I get out of his grasp and go away. Go away from all of his torment. All of the pain he’s caused me.
I just want to go…
------------ Wassup everybody. So If you follow me you would’ve seen a message pop up. This was because I forgot to add it in on the last chapter. So heheheh. I confused a lot of people SOOOOOOOO the message was .... . .----. ... / .... . .-. . .-.-.- / .. / -.- -. --- .--/ ... ./ .. ... .-.-.- / .-- .... -.-- / .-- --- ..- .-.. -.. -. .----. - / .... . / -... ./ .... . .-. . ..--../ .... . .----. .../. ...- . .-. -.-- .-- .... . .-. . / .... .. -- .-.-.- / .. / -. . ...- . .-. / -.-. --- ..- .-.. -.. / -... .- -.-. -.- /.. / -. . ...- . .-. / -.-. --- ..- .-.. -.. / -... .- -.-. -.- / -.... . -. / ... --- / .-- .... -.-- / -.. .. -.. / .. / -.--- .-- ..--.. / .. / .--- ..- ...- / .-- .- -. - / .... .. -- / - --- / -.. .. ... .- .--. .--. . .- .-. . .- .-. .-. -.- / --- .-. / -- .- -. -- -... . / .. / .... .- ...- . / - --- / -.. .. ... .- .--. .--. . .- .-. .--. . .- .-. .-.-.- .-.-.- .-.-.-
For Once I will translate it for those who haven’t
HE’S HRE. I KNOW HE IS. wHY WOULDN’T HE BE? HE’S EVERYWHERE. I COULD NEVER HIDE FROM HIM BACK THEN SO WHY WOULD I BE ABLE TO NOW? I JUST WANT HIM TO DISAPPEAR OR MAYBE I HAVE TO DISAPPEAR…
And people answered.
-... ..- - / .. / ... . . / .-- .... .- - / -.-- --- ..- .-. / -.. --- .. -. --. - BUT I SEE WHAT YOU’RE DOING - MrOrange63
I finally know how you feel like decoding stuff. Tell me if you like it and want more because if you don’t then I see no point in adding it in. Have a good day/night wherever you are. Until next time
