i just have my surprise for my (err) crush and it's so ridiculous (i think) it's like a diary and (i know it's way too corny) 50 letters.i just want to give it to him because he's going off to college next school year.yah *sobs* he's my 3 year crush.actually,he already knew that i have feelings for him.so i can see clearly that he's definitely going to reject it.well anyway,fuck him in advance
