Becoming a Sixx

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My entire life I've been beaten, abuse is something that is unfortunately a part of my daily routine. When many people think of parents, they think of a mom and a dad who will support and love you no matter what. A mom and a dad that would die for you. A mom and a dad that would show up to every game or concert their child has. Unfortunately I never received such a luxury.

Every single day since I was five my day went like this:

4:23 AM- wake up and make dad breakfast

4:50 AM- make sure dad is awake and getting dressed

5:00 AM- make sure homework is done

5:31 AM- clean the living room anf kitchen

6:54 AM- shower and hygiene stuff

7:08 AM- get dressed for school and everything together for school for both my brother and I

7:34 AM- make breakfast for myself and my brother

7:52 AM- get on the school bus and ignore the bullying I get

8:00 AM- 4:15 PM- attend school and hide all that's going on at home

4:20 PM- walk to the grocery store and pick up groceries

4:58 PM- walk home

5:45 PM- set backpack on my bed and clean the house

7:00 PM- cook dinner for my parents and brother

7:30 PM- have dinner ready and feed the animals, which were just three cats and a dog

8:00 PM- clean up any mess made while eating, clean the kitchen

8:45 PM- clean up the bedrooms

10:00 PM- make myself dinner

10:23 PM- quickly eat

10:35 PM- clean back yard

11:59 PM- do homework

1:00 AM- sleep

If my pattern ever strayed or I didn't do something I was supposed to, I would be beaten. I tried sticking to the schedule the best I possibly could but it's difficult sticking to the times. I have been growing tired of being treated like complete and total shit but there's not much I can do. I wouldn't get very far if I ran since I don't have a car and it would be way too easy to call it a stolen one.

My mind begins wondering how I am going to escape the hell that is my life.