I just Want your love Now....

1/ My Life

Taehyung's pov

It's still windy like that ugly day i first stepped into this
horrible place.

Why ugly? Why horrible..you say?

Because i live with him..

Jeon Jungkook, CEO of Jeon's inc. Lots of business trips
that he can make a whole travelogue about it. A guy with
a past love failure. Totally air headed. Doesnt care for
anyone..but i never...even once..intended to enter that list
of his.
Instead.I fell for him..
But why do i regret it so much..?
Maybe because i am Kim Taehyung. A weak omega full of
regrets..he only has things to loathe about.
Jungkook or you can say my alpha has never once
looked at me with love in his eyes, he's just like a robot. All he
knows is work. Just work all day.
I mean who would care about me right?
The ignored.the hurt.the brainwashed.
Why did i ever..ever have to lie to myself..why...
It was all in my hands when i got married to him. He
was my mate of course. I myself was young back then.
I never knew the meaning of love..now i know.it
means pain...
Living with him and me myself being the adventurous
and creative one i tried to do my best everyday to
make him smile.talking about smile.have i ever seen
him smile? For me?

For one thing i know.i have never once even smiled
after i met him..n-never.
Especially after i sensed a new life growing inside of
me.

Jungkook's mom
"Is this what you call a salad? I just"

Taehyung doesnt know when was the last time his
hours of cooking had even once got praised by others.
Even his own family and even worse his alpha's family
seemed to mock it. He had never felt this humiliated
among a group of people at the dining table.

Taehyung
"mom it's probably cuz the onions aren't soaked
enough-"

TAEHYUNG'S mom
"You have too many reasons Tae" His mother even

seems to get tired of his "lies". Realising that his
words were of no use he somehow managed to trail
off from the family dinner hoping to get away. His
heart has been aching a lot lately and Taehyung just
couldn't deny the fact..that he hated it here.
Except for that ravenette who was eating his 2 hours
worth meal. It wasn't just the salad of course.

Taehyung knew he had to grow up into a better person
or what they call a homemaker. But ever since he left
his normal free life that is after getting married to his
alpha, his mother had been keeping these weird
expectations from him which sometimes left
Taehyung bewildered. It was as if she was expecting
her son to be more like herself. It wasn't his fault that
he was just being himself. Yes he wasn't a great cook
but he wasnt that bad either.
Yet Taehyung couldn't help but start blaming himself.
His alpha was a hardworking man. Shouldn't he have
been more careful? He works hard all day all night and
is this how he treats him? Taehyung would sometimes
Wonder why he wouldn't throw away his food or keep it
away like the others did. Did he do it for Taehyung's
sake? If so Taehyung certainly felt guilty.

Taehyung
"Bye"

waving the others with his wide smile which
was still lively he slowly closed the door. His alpha
looked emotionless and it seemed like he was heading to sleep.

Taehyung
"Was it that bad??"
He only received a shake of the
head in return at least it made him happy.

But Taehyung always wondered If he really was his
mate.

If he really treasured him.then wouldn't he have
stood up for him at the table? Why was he silent?
Enough with being petty.
Taehyung always reminded himself. It was his family
after all. They had the right to scold him, mock him,
correct him etc etc.
About Jungkook. Taehyung wouldn't call him a
mama's boy but damn Jungkook was like a nobody's
boy. He wanted to change that his biggest worst
mistake.