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Kashmir Asod Smith

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Kashmir Asod Smith

Laying here,only being able to hear peoples voices suck so fucking bad.Can't even see my siblings man,Can't even tell my brothers i'm good.This shit is killing me dog,Ion wanna live like this and suffer

"He got shot close to his heart and in his head.If he desides to wake up he's ganna have trouble remebering things,his heart isn't ganna work right so he'll have to take a machne home,and he'll be on bed rest"I herd

"ok"I herd my dads voice

"No it's not ok,Ya'll know he ain't ganna wanna live like that,Ya'll rather him sufferer then be at peace.Ya'll want him to make ya'll happy by waking up but what about him?,Do you think he's ganna wanna have to depend on people,Cause ik kash he don't like depending on people,Just let him be"I herd ty say

"i'll leave you here to talk to him"My dad said

"Kash,go if you don't wanna suffer go,be free"I felt her holding my hand "It's ganna kill us,but to know your in a better place will make me so happy"she sniffed "I love you big head,With all my heart,I remember when we first meant"she chuckled but by her voice i could tell she was still crying.

"I was like eww I kno he aint talking to me,But then I got use to yo big head ass-Oop my bad your head is perfectly shaped. Kash I love you so much you may never know,Go,I'll talk to you everyday I promise and you beter give me sighs your listening too.I'mma tell babygirl about you,Tell her your her gardian angle or sum shit that white people be doing"She cried

"I just dont wanna see you suffer kash,I love you"i felt a kiss on my head then herd a door open then close

Damn man,That shit is getting to me.I don't wanna suffer,But she know damn well a nigga aint going to heaven.

I wanna be free

It's so bright,I never seen shit like this before,They letting a real nigga into heaven.

"I love yall"I tried to talk but it felt more like in my head

I walked into the brght light

I saw hella babys "what the"i said

I saw this one baby that looked so much like ty.

"hi neicey pooh,I'm your uncle kash"I said picking her up "your so beautiful"I said making her smile and cooe

"Please remeber me when you get out yo mommas stomich,and talk to me every day ok"I said "bshdhdjhshsa"she said back mking me smile and put her down

I watched as she crewled with all the other babys

"A real nigga has enterd heaven"I yelled

"boi stp yelling"I herd so i looked over and saw my cousin bar.He got hit bye a car at 5 years old and he looked so diffrent

"wusssup"I said and i begin my journy in heaven

"wusssup"I said and i begin my journy in heaven

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Ty'Miriona Malon Andrews

"I'm sorry but kash just passed away recently"she said making me smile and let tears come out my eyes

He listened to me.He's free from all this violence,he's fre from this world everybody soon becomes to hate.

I felt butterflies in my stomich which was telling me my babygirl was moving around

"You did this,you mad him go"My dad said "i- didn't do anything-save it i dont want you around royal and major nomo"he said pushing me making me fall into a chair.

"You sick bitch"his aunt said punching me "you killed my nephew"she kicked me in my leg

"Stop ally she aint did shit,kash needed to be free from this shit and thats coming from his damn mother"Kash's mom yelled pushing her sisiter

I walked out the hospital and got in my car and drove home.

How am i finna do this.Ky's in jail.Kash is gone

"kash you hear me"I asked and a bag moved in my car making me chuckle

"Kash i don't think i can do it"I cried pulling over so i wont get into an acsidant

I saw a note being flown through the air so i grabbed it

"I saw my neice,did you know all babys come from heaven?don't dought yourself your doing great ty,raise my neice right"The note said making me cry even more

I felt arms around me but noone was there,I felt somthing on my cheek i think he kissed it

"do better"i herd through the wind

I hate that I told him to go,But he's in a better place now

I cotenued to drive to my house.I got out the car an walked in.I lcked my door and sat on my bed waiting for ky to call

"You have a collected call from-before the robot could finish i answerd "hey mamas"he said which made me cry

"I miss you ky,already"I said "I know mamas,I'm sorry i have some money saved up in the house under the bed.Go get a bigger house mamas cause all my 6 kids gatta live in there"He said making me laugh a little

"hows the niggas"he asked making me instantly think about kash

"kash is gone ky"I mumbled "stop playing"he said "ky he's gone,he passed away a couple minutes ago"I cried "ma-mamas be strong okay i'll be home soon'He said "one minute left"the robot said

"i love you"I said "I love you to mamas,tell baby girl i love her"he said before the phone hung up

"daddy loves you mamas even though you don't know it yet

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