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I come home with a red hands, Teary eyes "Hey? Baekhyun? Where did you go? Merry Christmas" Hyung greeted me and hugged me. While me, still dont forget what happened last night, i didnt responce or talked after he greeted me. I feel im going to explode because of madness. "Hey are you ok?" While heechul holding my shoulders and looking at me. "Yes" looking at him while controlling me tears to fell. "You look tired, where did you go,last night?" As hyung asking me again. "Yes. Im tired i need a sleep" i leaved him and go to my room and softly closed the door. And i feel my tears fell. . Whats wrong with me? Why i just cant tell hin that. . I love taeyeon, iam the one suppose to be in there. Not heechul. Why i let him. I blaming my self because of being coward of what happened last night thats too awful.
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Early in the morning, walking at the empty road, hearing the flirs of the birds, the wizzle of wind, I feel i miss someone. But who? Yeon? Maybe? Why not? . Hmmm I feel guilty what happened last night. No! Taeyeon its not your fault, youre just been invited not your fault as some stuffs coming inside of my head. I feel stressed right now. Its christmas but im working again, i cant take my eyes off at Byuns house. Its too near in our cafe . Hmm i wonder if he will visiting me here, hm why ? Taeyeon this is over think. Dont ever think of him again. Work work work!
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This will be a good start, While holding a bouchet of flower, walking to go to the near cafe in our house its tee's working place. Hmm. Destiny is always right now i believe in that word. While taking my next step i inhale heavily and loomed at the glass door. Here we go. I opened the door and sit at the middle of where tee will gonna see me easily.While waiting tee to take my order i saw a a young girl with a outfit of what?! OLAF?! Thats too cute! And she started to sang Let it go and i was like im such a fan while clapping bit and excitedly. Hey heechul stop ! Youre not here for those cute stuffs. Time by time taeyeon didnt appear and i decided to wait her outside. While playing the little rocks by my foot , i take a little look and i saw a girl wearing cute hoodie with a blue jeans i bet shes tee. Shes so damn good looking one i want to marry her oopps! Thats too impossible heechul! Stop daydreaming. "Hey" as i greeted her and she just looking at me "What?" This heechul guy looks weird. Im about to take a step then "hey? Here for you" he gaves me a bouchet of flower and it took 3mins after i decidei said no and "You can give that to the girl you love , flowers are meaningfuI , i dont deserve that " i ignored his gift and enter to the cafe. "Hey? " as i heared him outside. I wondered what was that? .
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Laying on the soft bed, What the hell im doing here? I miss her! I want to see her! I better go to see her shes always on my mind. But i cant. . I Just love her, Heechul is the best man that i ever knew he was my idol. I know he likes her too. But how? I think im going to be crazy! I miss her. . Do i need to let him? Or fight for this. What should i do?
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I End up holding you , I Thought she will accepting you , While holding and talking to the bouchet of flower that i tried to give to tee. Why she didnt accept you? We're been ok last night? I hope she'll gonna accept me too? Soon? I Dont know .. Hm. I Will try to do more effort to be attach to me soon. I Know youre kind tee. We will be soon . Before i go home , I waited tee to look and waved my hands "Bbye tee :)" With a big smile. And she removes her eyes on me and works continue.
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"Ya? Baekhyun? Where are you? Its already time?" I Shouted , i screamed but baekhyun didt responce. i go up and check him if he is on his room, While stepping up "Baekhyun? Are you there?" And i tried t open the door but its locked i think he is inside. "Baekhyun Hey?" While knocking. "Hey? Hyung is here? Better get up now" Still not responding. And tapped the door , Im so worried. "Baekhyun?" And i was like you responce then! "What?" He answered me. His voice sounds different from his normal voice. "Are you ok?" I asked him "Im fine " He asnwered , Why he acting so weird. "Come on lets go for a breakfast , I know you missing those times that w--" And he cut me off. "No im ok , I need alot of sleep" He responce. I bite my lips and wondered how can i convince this kid. "How can i be sure that youre ok? LET ME IN" I talked to him as i tapped the door. "Hm?" He opened the door and looking at me. Isaw his eyes , Teary? He looks so tired. "Hey? What happen to you?" I Asked him , "Nothing lacking of sleep" He asnwered me with no facial expressions. "Where did you go last night? I--" Again he cut me off but by slamming the door. "Hey? Why did you do that?" I asked him. "Im tired and im not into decussions right now." He asnwered me. "Ok.. Its ok , Im sorry " Im about to go but i came back a bit and "Hey? If you need something or if you mind to go out? Im always at the living room just call me if you need me?" I Waited for his responce but he didnt. I Go down and sat on the caoch , I fell asleep and left the tv opened playing my favorite movie. You know what it is.
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You dont know what i feel Heechul. And you dont need to know, Because you still dont understand me , Im sorry hyung but i need to act. like this , I really need to give a space. Im letting you to be with her , i just want to learn to be brave now. Im so sorry.
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"Hey? Taeyeon?" I looked at to the girl whose i work with. "Last night, theres a guy who went here and he is keep on finding tee here, Do you know who is tee?" The women asked me. And i wonder last night Heechul called me Tee. "Hey? Do you know who is tee?" The women asked me. And i just shakes my head and didnt say any word and i focused on my duty.
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I Woke up because i heared elsa singing "Let it go! Let it go! " Ohh isnt shes lovely? While listening and enjoying the voice of princess , Baekhyun > Ya .. Is Baekhyun ok? I Check him in his room but he's not there. Why he didnt wake me up for a lunch? Aish. >_
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While removing the madness , I take a selca for a moment. Remembering the day when im depressed and frustrated. Ugghh i want to see her. So i decide to go to her working place. Before i enter , i look at the window glass while wiping the frozen snow at the window. When i saw her i entered and sit at the corner.
Im not taking a order or just i will sit here to watch her. "Hey?" Someones tap my back. "Taeyeon?" I got shocked. I stand quick and tried to explain. "What?" I ask her. "Hey.. Where did you go last christmas eve.?", she ask me like shes worryng. Ohh imitsva relief ♥ I dont know what to say so i lied. And heechul and their moment last christmas eve. Popped out in ny mind madness came in again. "I. . Ihave a special date with someone" i asnwered her wooooh! I think thats a good i dea. "Ohh.. i thought you really ran away." She smiles and look down "no haha" i answered him uncomfortable. "So why are you not taking a order or something?" She ask me while cleaning the table next to mine. Ok once again blank. I cant just say im watching you because i missyou. Think! Ohh i know "I.. im waiting for my date :) " i answered her . I look weird with my answers am i? "Ohh.. ok just call me if you need something i will just be there" while pointing the counter, holding the dirty towel. "Ohh.. ya ya. " my answers dont fit me. aishh.. what am i going to do now. Now! Think!
Shes always looking at me , Maybe shes waiting for my date. I think i need to go.
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Aish. Where should i go now.. hmm. Maybe i will be check her again? Or ask her for dinner. I went to tee's working place. I enter happy and carrying a big smile. i was looking around where tee is. And i found her at the corner maybe shes taking the order? Because shes back at me. And when she moves and back to her work i saw baekhyun i know he was talking to tee they look they both know each othet are they? Dating or something? Hmm. I saw baekhyun see me. im about to talk to him but he just go away, exits the cafe. And i left standing in the middle of the cafe, seeing people who busy chatting with their ones. "Ya! Tee!" I called tee and people started looking at me. "Why? Me?" Shes pointing her self and wondering. "Ya! You" i point at her and smiles. But suddenly she walks away. So i tried to catch her but theres a limitations in the cafe im just a costumer so im not allowed to enter the kitchen area. I decided to go out, whats happening? I dont have any idea.
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FanfictionSometimes being a lone is just simply comforts you, But there's a time when you need someone to lean on but you just can't say , its because SILENCE&DARKNESS is been your family/friend.
