The Boys One Shots

Mully x Juicy

**I guess I'm not the biggest fan of this one ship but I'm going to try to do my best. If it isn't good then I'm really sorry. This is going to be a little sad or depressing. It does involve self harm so you've been warned if you are uneasy around things like that**

Juicy's POV

I sigh as Mullen kept laughing at me and calling me retarded. I just force a laugh at of me "Oh shut up Mullen. I'm smarter than you." He laughed even more, "SUre sure Juicy." 

**TIME SKIP**

I finished recording and stayed a little in the discord call. "Hey guys can we just all hang out in person please. None of us have the virus." Josh said. Eddie spoke up, "Well it was at my place last so Juicy it is now your turn dawg." Juicy thought a minute. "Okay..sure"

 Before anyone else could get a word out I left the video call and went to the bathroom. I've been cutting myself awhile. At first it was fine that Mullen and Josh made jokes like that but then it got from videos to almost every time we had meant up. 

I sighed as I looked in the drawer of the bathroom and took out the blade. 

Staring at my reflection from the small object...

**TIME SKIP**

Mullen's POV

We pulled up to Juicy's place. It was strange that he just left the call like that. It didn't seem like anyone else had noticed. We knocked on the door and Juicy opened the door. He smiled "Hey guys.." He let us all in and we went to the kitchen looking for some booze. 

We found a few bottles that Juicy had apparently forgotten about and just started drinking and having a good time. I started getting a little tipsy and so did everyone else. Narrator seemed to be the almost sober one but he still had some drinks. "So Juicy why'd you leave the call earlier?? I was wondering where you left?" Juicy shrugged, "Nothing Mullen..you'd just think I'd be to stupid to even be able to leave a call.." I heard him slur his words. "Yea your right you are stupid.." I glare a little frustrated at his stubbornness. The hurt on his face showed quickly. He glared and went upstairs bringing a bottle with him. 

He closed a door and I didn't see him for a bit. Everyone was talking not noticing that Juicy had gone upstairs. I went upstairs carefully to not fall right back down. All the doors were open except the bathroom. I lean close to the door and gasp a little, I'm hearing Juicy cry. I hear his sobbing close to the door. I knock quietly on the door, "Gauge..?" I call him from the other side, "You okay in there??" I hear a little rustling in the bathroom before he peaked out. He quickly slammed it in my face. 

"Go away Mullen I don't want to speak to you.." I sigh, "Gauge please let me in.." I ask him softly. He was silent  for a minute and sighed opening the door. I go inside and close it, I see him sitting on the counter. "What's the matter Gauge..?" He wiped the tears away, "Nothing...I'm fine.." He mumbled under his breath. His hair stuck out in all different directions, and he looked a little pale. Something was off.

Juicy's POV

I had decided to let Mullen inside but I was debating whether that was a good idea or not. I sigh and sit on the counter. He walked up to me in concern, "Are you ok Gauge???" He was still a little drunk. I had made some fresh new cuts and I stuffed the blade back into the drawer before I opened the door. I crossed my arms although it was painful.

 He hesitated before lifting my head with his hand and looked at me into my eyes. He looked remorseful. "I'm sorry..I think I've realized that I've hurt you..I'll stop calling you names.." I looked at him carefully to make sure he wasn't messing with me. He sighed and stepped away. "You look a little pale let me get you a wash cloth or something.." He went to the drawer and I quickly got down, "Mullen I'm fine." I quickly said. 

He sighed and opened the drawer anyway and I closed my eyes fast. He was silent a moment and I heard the blade scrape against the bottom of the drawer, "Gauge...what is this..? Have you been..-" I could feel his stare burning into me. He grabbed my arms and I winced. 

He lifted my sleeves and gasped dropping the blade."Gauge why..?" I heard him stifle back a sob. I instantly broke down crying, "I'm sorry Mullen I didn't know what to do...I couldn't help it.." I say between sobs. I collapse onto the floor crying and he bends down next to me and hugs me, "Gauge I'm sorry..I..I can help you fix this okay? I'm going to help you." He looked at me, making me look up at him. I nod softly, "O-OKay..."

 I hug him back tightly not wanting to let go. 

**So this actually made me want to cry its really sad. I'm sorry this one is upsetting I'm going to make a good one in the next one I promise. **