Katsuki Bakugou x reader Oneshots

"Why?!"

genre-angst

⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️
mentions of murder, abuse, drug use and swearing

A/N:
You can sense this is definitely going to be sad and angsty so you might wanna grab a tissue box.

He couldn't believe his eyes when he opened the door to your shared apartment. He didn't know what to do if he should yell at you or walk right out the door. His mind got completely blank for once in his life and he didn't know what to do. His body felt numb and even if he wanted to he couldn't move an inch. He knew he should have expected this to happen. He got so many hints and ignored them all.... Maybe the time you came home way to late and said you had to help your mom while he knew you distanced yourself from them. Or the time you suddenly visited a family member for the day and didn't pack a suitcase or anything. Or maybe the time you came home smelling like cigarettes and whiskey. When he thought back now he saw all those hints so clearly but back then he didn't question it, not wanting to ruin your relationship but now he couldn't ignore it anymore. With shaky hands he opened the door more just so he could slip in. The creak of the door made your head turn his way and the expression on your face made him sick you looked like you've seen a ghost. "K- Katsuki I-" you never wanted him to see this you managed to keep it hidden for the past 10 months but maybe you got to confident and now he knew. There is no way to explain it and you hated yourself for it. Katsuki looked so heartbroken it made you feel like shit because you were the reason for it and both of you knew your relationship was over the second he looked through the door. Katsuki himself couldn't find any words to say and instead looked down to your hands who held the mans bloody face while the other held the knife you previously used to cut his throat. His limbs just hanged down and crouched on the floor where a big blood puddle layed. Your body was covered in blood and even your beautiful face had little sprinkels of blood on it. Your body didn't move and your mouth felt dry. You couldn't bear to look into his eyes who now had a few small tears running down anymore and averted your gaze towards the floor in front of you. Even there were blood stains and you knew you need to clean up soon or they would stay. You could hear katsukis footsteps coming towards you. Even if you knew he would never lay a finger on you you prepared yourself for it. But his punch never came instead he just caressed your check which made you look in his eyes out of shook. He looked like he was just on the edge of breaking down and you could feel your heart clench. "Let him go... please" his voice sounded shaky and came out like a whisper. You looked at him in disbelief but still let go of the dead body you caried. Both of you stayed completely silent and the only sound was the thud of the dead body falling on the floor. Followed by a gliir from the knife. You could see him letting out a breath and suddenly felt his strong arms around you and him burying his head into your neck. You could hear little sobs coming from your boyfriend. Shakily you hugged him back and started relaxing under his touch. "Y/N... I-" he tried to form words but he couldn't. He wanted to ask you why you would do such a thing but he honestly was to scared to ask anything. Fearing he could trigger that something that man obviously had to make you go crazy. Instead he just hugged your frame hopping this would be a bad dream an he would wake up next to you still sleeping carelessly and but he knew this was reality and he wasn't ready for it. Neither were you,for all of your life you were alone but then you met your boyfriend Katsuki Bakugou and yet your past always came back to you. You never told him much about your home life but he knew that it weren't the best. You could remember the nights you hid in what was left of your closet scared of your father or mother coming in and throwing the empty bottle of whiskey at you. You could hear them screaming till the morning. Sometimes they locked you out and you had to live on the sreets for a while. Thats where you met him your best friend Dabi. You both were little kids with bandages on practically every part of your body hiding from the world. You two get along surprisingly well and he asked you multiple times to join the league but you always declined. And when you fell in love with the ash blonde in front of you he still supported you even if he is a hero and you are practically a villain. The whole relationship was risky but as long as he wouldn't find out everything would be fine but that was impossible now. The thought of losing him made you tear up and you started crying into his shirt. You felt the need to say something before you would leave forever. "Katsuki... I- I love you..." you managed to say in between your sobs. His grip tighted around you and you could he hear his muffled voice say "I love you too Y/N" Neither of us is ready to let go because letting go now would mean letting go forever. There is no other option for the both of us. A hero and a villain? Theres no way those two could ever get a happy ending...

A/N:
Were off to a strong start... I originally wanted to start this book with a happy story and some fluff but this idea popped up in my head and i had to write it down before i forget about it. bye~