𝘾𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙎𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 ; ᴊᴇɴʟɪꜱᴀ

hope not

Jennie Kim with a hickey, big oof!! *shocked emoji*
Jennie Kim spotted at Incheon airport with Mysterious hickey-Like bruise. Spill the tea sis!
Kim Jennie in her gray overalls and black and white cropped cardigan-- wait, how did you get the hickey?! *cries in chanel*

"Suck it up buttercup" I murmured to myself, while scrolling in every article.

This isn't new, I mean the hickey it was, but the issues? Nah, got used to it. I just can't believe how they found it. I shook my head "these people.." I don't know if I'll feel amazed. I touched my neck, wondering if the mark is still visible.

But that would be impossible. It's been 5 days since we left Bangkok. But the news about my infamous hickey isn't still dying. Yes, 5 days. After that day where we had breakfast, we flew back to Korea the next day.

Lisa hasn't contacted me yet, or me not contacting her.

Unfortunately, Lisa didn't come with us. She decided to stay home with her family. Our last concert gave us a big break, hopefully.
We're still resting, and letting everything that happened marinate to us for the time being. Me, and I'm sure, the girls still can't get over it.

I throw my phone on the side , and sighed. I rolled around my bed, covering myself with my blanket.

Someone suddenly came barging in "Jendeuk what are you doing?" Jisoo Unnie asked curiously while walking towards me

"Nothing much, just being a sushi for the day" I backchat nonchalantly.

She shook her head and chuckle, but after a short while, her mood suddenly leap into a serious one "you've been locking yourself here, are you okay?" She sat closer to where I'm lying "Something must be wrong, otherwise, you'll come bugging me every minute of the day, sticking with me and acting too clingy, you can't be my Jendeuk, without being Jjindeuk..." She frowned a bit after saying those

"Yes, Unnie is right, Jennie Unnie" I suddenly heard Chaeng chimed in. I raised my head to look where the voice was coming from. I saw her leaning her back in the door frame, arms crossed while looking my way. "I don't wanna pry, I know you'll talk when you want to Unnie, but can I at least know what's between you and Lisa? Did you fight?" I look at Rosé and then back to Jisoo. I felt sorry for leaving bad impression to my girls about what's going on between me and Lisa. They must've been worried the whole time. "I haven't seen you talk to her after we arrived, I mean the both of you tend to call each other whenever you're not together... It's a bit strange not seeing you do that nowadays ." She added

" And you look restless, Jennieyah..." Jisoo implied worriedly as she took some strands of hair out of my face..."what's up with you hanging here for days, all your slacking seems to be in vain, cause you still look restless.."

I can't seem to find the words they've been waiting to hear. I don't even know what I feel, I can't explain it.

"I'm sorry.." the only words that I can utter.