Sparks

Chapter Three -

short chapter ! sorry all three people who read it ;) 

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I just stare at May, I had utterly no desire to talk to her, or i just had no idea what to say to her. I cautiously roll down my window.

"-Alison, what's wrong? Better yet why are you here?'

I sat staring at her with wet cheekbones and red eyes, trying my hardest not to cry. 

"Alison answer my questions", she retorted-

"Nothing" I said and sped out of the parking lot, She can't know what happened today, I glance to my rear view mirror, she's just watching me leave. She gracefully tunred around and swiftly walked too Tim Horton's. I realized that I was almost completly of the road into a ditch, because I was watching May. I quickly tried to turn my car onto the right lane but then it slipped out of contol. 

I'm unconsious, not dead. At this moment I have one wish: To die. 

If I was dead, I'd never have to be in pain again. I would never have to think about anything, never have to stress about school, work, love. I wouldn't have to see Josh and May together, for me nothing would go wrong again, I'd be out of pain. 

Maybe just maybe I'd have the mind control to make sure I'd never wake up. I could kill myself with my own mind. I just layed there limp, praying with my unconcious mind that I'd be silent forever. 

I was barely alive, my mind control was working. My pulse was slowing down my breathing got faint, my eyes flickered, I had won over my body. Until I hear a the door swing open into my hospital room, and my concentration broke-

"Is she okay?!" I heard an out of breath voice say.

"I'm afrad she's almost gone" whispered the Docter.

The voice started crying and muttering I'm sorry it's my fault over and over. The voice comes over and holds my hand. 

- Josh.