"You never fail to make me fall for you everyday...
-Aurilla"
I have this question, "When and where can I find someone that fits for me, that will stay forever?"
Di 'yan nawawala sa utak ko, lahat tayo asking and dreaming about a perfect love story and a perfect man but the real question is..
SAAN? KILAN? "Andyan lang yan sa tabi-tabi, when time comes" they say...
Nagulat nalang ako ng may biglang kumalabog sa ibaba
"Ano yon??!!"
"Yung aso mo Andy"Sigaw ng aking nakababatang kapatid
Bumaba ako at kinuha ang aking aso it's already 7:30 AM at wala pa akong Ligo
"Ate, natulog kalang naman diba? Bat ang baho mo?"
"Put****na mo Andru" this is Andru my younger brother, the youngest among three
"Mom, punta akong school later" she just nod...
Wala akong problema kay mama Pag dating sa mga lakad ko, it's my sister who's I'm afraid of...
I strongly believe in "those who have strict parents, are the best ninjas" those words describe my life perfectly
May mga nagawa nakong Bagay na di nila alam, I admit Hindi tama, *but don't lie to me ikaw din*
I'm walking down the corridor when something hard hits me.
"Tangina naman!" Sigaw ko, at sa aking Pag dungaw may nakita akong hiwaga, 'di charot lang sadyang Maliwanag lang talaga
"Sorry miss, di kita nakita" Pag hihingi nya ng tawad Tsss di moko ma dadala!
"Tingin-tingin din kasi! Wag kasi humarang-harang!" I never thought na ang lalampa pala mag lakad ng mga gwapong lalaki
Ohh yeah! Gwapo Sya! I know him, he's my schoolmate, he is Ma--
"Andy!!!!!!" Wala na andyan na si bruha
Takbo Andy!!
Takbo!!!!
I took a huge step that favors me to ran away but suddenly naabotan nya ako and grab my hand
"Huli ka pero dika Kulong! Hahaha"
"Ano nanaman Marie?" San ba kasi jowa Neto?!
"Wala lang, I just missed my best friend, BTW may poetry contest bukas sali ka ah?"I just nod mahirap nang makipag sagutan sa babaeng magaling mag flip top (￣^￣)
After class pumunta nalang akong gym, dito kasi mapayapa di masyadong maingay...
I opened my phone and a notification popped up --- friend suggestion lang pala
"Hi" Bigla akong nanigas nang may biglang nag salita, ayoko sa lahat yung bigla bigla lang sumosulpot Kong saan-saan!
"Kong may sakit lang talaga ako sa puso inatake nak--!" Mas nakaka gulat ang aking nakikita ngayon...
I can't believe it, NO, I don't get it bat andito to?
"Ahm, an kailangan mo?" Tanong ko habang nasa ibang direksyon ang aking tingin, nakakailang.
Umopo sya sa gilid ko at nag salita, bakit gatino? I like the tone of his voice
"Why are you alone?"
Duh? Like you care?!
"Ahm nothing, just want to have some peace of mind" then I smiled
"You can't have a peace of mind when you don't have someone to tell about it, someone who can understand you and your problems"
Ohhwwf that's
"Deep"
I was about to go when he grabbed my hands and looked at my eyes
"I am sorry for that night"
I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't wanna go back to that moment when I lost almost everything I had. I already made up my mind...
"Max, it's okay. It's done get over it because I already did."
Max was my boyfriend, we broke up months ago he cheated on me with my cousin. Minsan naiisip ko din na bakit sa dinami-dami ng babae sa mundo puta bakit ako pa na dali. Umalis na ako sa Gym at pumasok na sa room...
............
Umuwi akong lutang. While walking down the sidewalk I bumped into somebody. Lucky him I am not in the mood to argue, and for the second time around it's him...
Him... the gwapong someone that bumped earlier at school...
"so, it's you again.Parang destiny na ata to ah, o di kaya sinasadya mona?" he said with a smirk
What I really hate is, when someone is bragging about destiny like ano ba??? di paba kayo natatauhan? anong petsa na!?? There is no destiny! Lahat ay choice lang!!
"Miss, I'm Maddox" he said with a smile. Everything can be beautiful with a smile,
"I'm Andy.... Andy Chavez" I replied at inabot ang kamay nya
Minsan naiisip ko 'It all starts with a hand shake' at pano kaya kong muli nanaman akong maka tagpo ng taong mahuhumalingan ko, ng taong magugustohan at mamahalin ko sabay ng pag wasak nanaman sakin ulit. Di madaling masaktan lalo na kong you gave all of your love and trust to that person.
I am not being negative about love, but I've been hurt before. Walang may gustong masaktan ulit at makaranas ng sakit. This is my fairy tail, this is a choice.. I'll make my own story with my own flow. Nabigla nalang ako ng tinapik nya ako sa balikat
"Bum? yung kamay ko, you're spacing up hahah" sabi nya sakin sabay turo sa kamay nyang hawak ko shi*t
"what? I'm sorry!" binitawan kona na at nauna nang mag lakad... Ayoko!! Ayoko talaga! diko kpa kaya sa ngayon. I know marupok ako, damn sino bang hindi rurupok pag gwapo na ang nasa harap! but I know! lilipas din tong araw nato...
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"Hi ma, I'm home"
