❝𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚, 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜❞
[Eve p.o.v]
Cold. All I felt was cold. I could feel the frost nip at my toes and finger tips, begging me to warm myself up. The darkness felt like the only thing comforting me at this . All I could think of was Mordekai's corpse. His cold, lifeless, dull body in my presence. I still can't believe I'm the one who put his life to an end. I try to hide it around y/n but I feel horrible. I like to think I did the world a favor by making Mordekai Morels life come to an end, but something deep inside of me knows it's not true. Some part of me, the part of me that reminds myself of my mother, knows Mordekai wasn't the monster Edgar made him out to be. God, why did I kill him? He was only 19, he had so much to live for. Why did I do it?—
[3rd person p.o.v]
Eve had been restless all night , laying next to y/n. He had been thinking about his deceased brother, Mordekai Morel. It had been a few months since the Hypnos chapter in Eve's life came to a close, yet he kept thinking about the what if's and the decisions he had made. Eve, trying to be strong, kept all these thoughts to himself. He just quietly mumbled to himself, shedding a few tears occasionally. Once Eve began to think about his mother and how disappointed his mother would be in him, he snapped. He began to cry a river.
[Your p.o.v]
"w..what's that noise?" I asked myself. It was about.. 1 a.m? I heard the sound of crying and quiet talking and eventually it woke me up. I turn to my right, seeing my former Alpha gripping his blanket.. crying? I fully turn to him lightly tapping him. "Hey, Eve, are you okay?" I asked in a calm voice, trying not to make a scene. "A-ah, yes-- I'm fine." He said, he's lying. I know he is.
[Eve p.o.v]
Shit, they know. Y/n's eye's felt like daggers, "I promise! I'm fine." I said, wiping the tears from my eyes. "Eve," y/n started as they sat up, "I thought we promised to not lie to each other, please be honest with me." Gah, y/n's voice was angelic, I can't lie to them. "Fine, I was thinking about.." I said, taking a pause. Should I tell them? "About??" Y/n questioned. I sighed, "Mordekai, I was thinking about Mordekai and everyone I've let down. Ugh, I'm such a failure--" I began to tear up again, on the brink of tears before y/n hugged me.
[Your p.o.v]
I knew something was wrong. I know Eve too well for him to lie to me, especially in my face. "Look Eve, what you did to Mordekai was horrible. However, you learned from that, you realized how corrupt you where and changed your ways. You're human, we all make mistakes, what matters is that we learn from them. You can't punish yourself forever, Kai wouldn't have wanted that. Now would he?" Eve looked at me, before looking towards our blankets, "No, I guess not." I smiled, "Exactly, and about Hypnos--" I grabbed his hands, placing them in mine, "I know you feel like you might've lost everything, I know it hurt to leave them but it had to be done. Before they realized you stopped getting visions and came for your head instead. I wish we could've taken them with us but there was no way." Did I even believe what I was saying at this point? Have I been so brainwashed that I'm comforting a murderer? Maybe, but it's either this or jail. I'll take freedom any day. Lord knows what I've gone through, why can't I catch a break? "Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?" I asked, trying to comfort him.
[3rd person p.o.v]
"Could you hold me.." Eve asked shyly , lowering his head. "What?-" Y/n asked, their face turning a light shade of red. "Please.." Eve looked up, teary eyed. Y/n nodded moving closer to Eve, holding him tightly. They wrapped their arms around him as Eve dug his head into y/n's shoulder. "Thank you, sweetheart." He said with a muffled voice. "You know I didn't understand that." They said, smiling slightly. Eve's eyes looked up at y/n's as he slowly got closer to their face. "I love you, my little Omega." Eve stated, grinning at y/n. "I love you too, my Alpha." They smile before kissing goodnight.
(hii!! this is my first published fanfic! I hope you like it <3 if you have any ideas, suggestions or scenarios don't be afraid to leave them in the comments. thanks for reading!! 🍒)
