I dropped the white rose into the hole where my best friend, second father, my mentor,my Conscience, my everything was soon to be placed.
I cried all the tears in the world but I know he wouldn't want me to be crying. It's my fault tho. If I wasn't so busy worrying bout trying to keep mir safe, I would've been protecting my brother.
Now I'm finna get jiggy. It won't be no more shoot and spare shit I'm aiming for heads. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Santana. His eyes red and puffy underneath his shades. He was the closest to pimp it was always us three. Him and pimp were the same age so they did everything together.
"I-I'm sorry Tay I shoulda went with him to the trap."He said. His voice cracking at the end. I shook my head. "It ain't yo fault. He always believed he was gone be good so even if you insisted on going he wouldn't have let you."I said pulling him into a hug.
He pulled me in closer. He broke down into my arms. Visibly shaking. I rocked us side to side letting a few tears drop. All I can say is damn man. Damn.
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I walked into mir's room taking off my shoes. "Ion wanna go to school tomorrow do you?" Mir asked. I shook my head ploping on his bed.
I turned around on my back seeing mir get undressed. I decided to watch him so I sat up and did so.
"Mir.... do you know how to shoot?" I asked. He nodded his head going to his closest. He reached to the top behind the weed jar that was still there from before. He pulled out a shoe box. From the way he was holding it, it seemed to be heavy.
He sat it down beside me and went and got another box similar to it. I opened the first box to see 3 glocks and a revolver. He went back to the closest and pulled out a duffle bag witch seemed to be heavy because he dragged it out.
I reached to grab the gun with the tag on it. "Don't touch that one its new."He said out of breath making me chuckle. "What's in the bag?" I asked. "Some more clips ,rounds and a HG102."
My eyes widened. "Where you get dis stuff- fuck dat when you get this stuff."He laughed as if I wasn't being serious.
"Tay we got a whole artillery room these are just some of the guns I got."He said putting on his shorts.
I smiled pulling him on my lap. "Ouu my baby dangerous." I started to kiss his face and neck making him giggle.
"Stooop. stooop. I gotta put em up."He giggled. I let him up as I started to get undressed. I basically moved in so I grabbed some clothes from the drawer to take a shower.
"Mir you getting in the shower wit me me?"I asked not being serious as I took of my pants leaving me in an unbuttoned dress shirt and some briefs.
"I can if you want me to."He said closing his closet door. "Oh..." I raised my eyebrows.
"Mhmm but don't try nun tho.You still hurt."He said after kissing my neck.
"Mir are you sure yo- "I been ready I'm just waiting on you."He said chuckling.
I smiled thinking about how much we been through. With Christmas break coming up you would think that we had everything planned out because of second semester but I really don't know what my life is going to look like next year.
"Bae Whatchu think about college?" I asked. He shrugged his shoulders. " I wanted to go but I don't know what I would major in. There's a lot of subjects that I'm passionate about." He said taking a seat on the bed.
"What about when you were younger what would you say you wanted to be."I asked. He giggled thinking about it. "I would've said I wanted to be a architect."He said.
I raised my eyebrows. "Why is that."He shrugged. "When I was younger I drew my dream house and it seemed kinda fun to imagine something like a living area and making it a reality."He said.
I nodded. "You still got the picture."He nodded and got it out of his drawer. It was on a big folded poster. It was a big house. With light brown and dark brown brick, two car garage, two stories, long driveway, flowers and trees in the front yard.
"You drew that?"I asked in amazement. "Yeah I was like 10 when I drew it."I looked to the left were he sketched out the inside. It was a four bedroom,6 bathroom house with two guest rooms and two rooms for him and his moms. It had a built in pool in the back, big kitchen connected to the dining area, front room and movie room, a working area, and a artillery room.
"What's up witchu and artillery."I chuckled.
"My moms said to always be prepared." He shrugged. "Understandable."I said giving him the paper back.
I got up to take a shower. "I'm finna go cook so call me if you need me."He said kissing me on the cheek. He tried to walk away but I pulled him back. I kissed him.
"Thank you for being here for me. Through everything and just know it's just the beginning. I feel things are gonna get worse."I said holding onto his waist.
"Tay imma always be by your side. It don't matter what we go through together or individually I'm right here."He said making me smile.
I kissed him again making my way to the bathroom.
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