Hard Love KamiJiro

Chapter 4

~Jiro's POV~

As the days went on, it was getting harder and harder to suppress them. I found myself eating a snack in the common room with Mina when Denki walked in. I felt my face start to heat up and I stand up. "G-g-gotta go mina see ya," I say hurriedly and walk to my dorm past Denki as fast as I could. I felt her eyes on my back but I ignored her. I rush into the elevator and go up to my floor. It stops at my floor and I zoom into my dorm slamming the door shut and locking it. I sigh as I feel the blush slowly go away. I walk to my bed and kneel down grabbing something underneath. I had started writing down these feelings in a diary. It just helps me calm down- Bakugos idea. I started to write, "Dear Diary, fuck this sounds cringy but thats what your supposed to put. Every day gets a little harder to quell these emotions. Every time I see Kami it's well, I can't help but feel flustered. I feel bad for constantly running out but this crush is getting way out of hand. I'm gonna talk to Bakugo about it again but, I'm gonna need to learn to handle it myself...eventually." I stop for a second to see if there's anything else I wanna put and end it with a simple, "that's it, till next time." I close it and put it back. I lay down on my bed and stare up at the ceiling letting my mind wander. I dont know how long I stare at the ceiling but I snap out of it when I hear a knock at the door. "Oi headphones time to go," oh yeah I forgot I was going to get food with him today. "Yeah yeah I'm coming." I say standing up. I walk to my door and open it seeing him standing there. "Ready?" He says and I walk past him,"yup." He closes the door for me and follows me to the elevator. We both stand in the elevator and go and get some food.

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It was pretty late when we got back. We both found ourselves wandering around and detouring to other places. I walk into the common room with him at my side, hands in his pockets. He was a pretty chill and fund dude to be around if you got to know him. I look around and find all the girls crowding around Mina. I pause, confused and see Bakugo out of the corner of my eye looking at them too. Mina looks up and freezes. "O-oh h-hey there Jiro," She says and I blink confused. "Hi..." I look over at Bakugo to find him glaring at them. The girls seem nervous..almost guilty..? "Whats up?" I say trying not to sound suspicious. "Nothing much," Mina says with a shrug and I start walking towards them. Mina slips something under the table and I stare at her. "What are you guys doing," I say glaring slightly. Mina coves whatever it is with her foot and shrugs. "Nothing," Bakugo scoffs, walking over and picking it up from under her foot and she glares at him. "BAKUGO," I see what it is and my eyes widen. My diary. My face turns a dark red and I freeze. Bakugo glares at them handing it back to me and I take it eyes wide. "What the hell dude that was not your place to act bakubitch," She says glaring. "And it wasnt your place to take her personal stuff," He snaps back and Mina scoffs looking away. Emotions flood my mind as I run out of the common room. I run straight to the elevator and close it and wait for my floor. Shaking slightly from embarrassment blushing mad. "How..how did she...how could she..." I said aloud and when it hit my floor I dash into my Dorm yet again. I lean against the door and feel tears start to form at the corner of my eyes. This was the absolute worst thing that could have happened. No one was supposed to know...exept Bakugo...Tears start to fall and soak my cheeks as I sit down holding my head slightly. Now they all know...they all do...I hold my knees to my flat ass chest and silently cry.

~Kaminari POV~

Everyones been so weird lately. First Jiro is avoiding me like the plague and now she seems to never come out of her dorm. The girls are always giving me weird looks and telling me I should go check on her. Of course I go to her dorm occasionally to see if she needs anything but she always just says to go away. I sit down in the common room on my phone charger in my mouth. Bakugo was sitting next to me as well. He's seemed pretty sad lately.. Of course you'd only know if you were in the Bakusquad. Aizawa Sensei said that there was going to be an exam soon and I couldn't remember when he said he was gonna explain it more. I look up at Bakugo. "Yo, bro when did Aizawa sensei say he was gonna explain the exam?" He doesn't answer right way, probably disappointed in me. As usual, "The day after tomorrow." He said rather calmly. I nod slightly but he turns to me. "You should stay with headphones tomorrow," He says and my eyes widen. "But what about school," I start but he puts a glare on, "If you payed attention Aizawa sensei said that we were doing basic lessons." I blink not sure what the point of that was. "Dont you think headphones is more important?" He asks and gives me the look that says "if you want to have any chance with her then you should." I nod smiling slightly looking back down at my phone. "Yeah..yeah I will." Confidence swelled up inside of me and Bakugo scoffs looking back down at his phone. He grabs a phone charger and stuffs it into my mouth and my eyes widen surprised. "IT NEEDS TO CHARGE," he shouts annoyed and I nod rolling my eyes. I eventually go back to my dorm and turn off the alarm happily. Skipping school was always fun. I lay down in my bed and drift off. I wake up to the sound of an angry Pomeranian exploding something. The walls were so thin you could here anything. I groan sitting up hair messed up. "SHUT UP," someone shouts at him and there's another explosion. I shake my head rubbing my eyes. School starts in an hour, so much for sleeping in. I stand up and stretch walking to my bathroom. I wash my face not bothering to change and flop back down on my bed pulling out my phone and scrolling through it. Eventually school starts so I open my dorm door to go to Jiro. I close the door behind me and step into the elevator. It makes a ding sound when I get there and I walk out and to her dorm. I knock on her door and wait for her answer. "W..who is it- actually never mind it doesn't matter go away.." I sigh slightly. "Nope! Not this time Jiro...I'm worried about you and I'm not leaving my spot till you come out!" she doesn't answer and the confidence slowly starts to fade. I sit down against the wall next to her door and take my phone out and begin to scroll through my phone. "I...if you go I'll go back to school tomorrow.." She says and I sigh standing up. "Ok Jiro.." I start walking away with the feeling of sadness and rejection swelling up inside.

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