Way With Words | kard

＼you in me ／

"oh my god , I lost my earpods wtf ???" Jiwoo screamed as she ran out of her room
"Omg you didn't it's in my bag" somin said annoyed at her sister
" We just reached an hour ago y'all fighting already??" JSEPH said scratching his head
" Whatever" jiwoo said closing the door behind her and going back to her room

"Okay - so who's helping me clean ? " Somin asks putting ber hair in a bun

"I wish I could but I have to run back to dsp to arrange tomorrow's meeting" their manager says and pouts
"Ah it's okay , you do you " somin says as she walks to grab the vacuum cleaner and switches it on

"What the hell is that noise ?"  Jiwoo walks out screaming
"What ? I'm cleaning..." Somin says with a stable voice
"I haven't slept in days somin can you not clean righ-" jiwoo was cut off by JSEPH pulling her in for a hug
"Calm down , let's go in , I'll sing for you and we'll sleep, let her clean , somin-ah you clean the living room , I'll clean our bedrooms later" jseph kinda whispers but ends but being audible at the end

" Ugh this is so annoying" somin whines and continues cleaning as BM just watches her annoyed red face

"Somin? wanna talk about it ?" BM asked politely
"No .. I guess not , it's just that .. no it's okay "" somin said going back to her work
" Come on , tell me ..  at the end we're friends right ? And friendship above all ?" He says walking towards her with a happy face
"Ah " she smiles
" It's just that I'm tired of her immaturity, and sick of her mood swings , like she isn't the only one doing everything you know " somin says with a soft smile and continues
" But at the end she's my sister "

" Exactly, we do so much for people but sometimes they just fail to recognise it" BM says before taking the vaccum cleaner off of somin's hands and starts cleaning it making her question her beliefs, the believe that BM is just some immature dude , misunderstanding lust for feelings .

' I like you just because it's you ' the words Matthew said previously echoed through her mind
" Oppa ?" Somin called out , not very loud , but her voice was inaudible because of the vaccum
"Opp- OPPA- YAH OPPA" she calls out. Almost screams
"Oh ? Yes ?" He asks switching off the vaccum
"Do you think I should arrange the kitchen counter?"

' what the fuck somin?" She thought to herself
This was definitely not what she had in mind  but she was nervous , she didn't know what this feeling was

" No it's alright, you can go and relax , I'm almost done " he says winking at her , acting friendly , making her heart pound .

She sat quietly, head almost empty except BM's words ' I like you because it's you '

"Here " BM says passing her a bottle of soju 
She takes a deep breath and takes the bottle from him
She watched him take a sip of his drink And smiled at the sight

" What's so funny ?" He asks making her nervous
" No ... Nothing, you're all sweaty" she says and laughs
She takes the towel that was lying on the couch from the other night when she reached late from the gym and wiped off his sweat

She looked at his eyes , which were fixed at her
She swallowed up the lump she felt on her throat, still looking att him
" Dont stare " he says making her turn away
"Yah oppa " she says pushing his hands off of her face
"Then don't stare " he says making her pout
"But oppa I had a question " she said biting her lower lip
"Mmhmm?"
"How did you know .. when you like som- someone?"

This caught BM off gaurd
"Umm well.. somin-ah .. like.. when I... Figured I liked you , it was not only because you're attractive, but because I felt safe with you, wanted to make you feel safe with me , wanted to make you happy, be with you always , and ... Everytime you do something nice for me ... It'd make my heart flutter , it's kinda silly for a man but-" Matthew was cut off by jseph coming out of jwoo's and somin's room

" Y'all cleaned this good " jseph said as somin smiled and replied
"No it was mostly oppa "

After saying that her heart pounded like never before
"Um.. I'll go get some air " she said going out to the terrace making the guys wonder ' what just happened?'

' do I really like him ? No it can't be ! He's a nice guy , but ... But what if he leaves me after a few months of dating , it'll ruin our friendship , our group , it can't be no no. But ..... Must I suppress my feelings just because every other guy I dated were dicks ?'