Two Fist, One Heart

4th of July

~Taylor's POV~
Today was the Fourth of July, meaning we would be going to Harry's house for the party. It's been a week since that day and I still felt like such an idiot! The sex was amazing and it felt so good but I knew what we did was wrong. This had gone too far and it was all my fault for letting it happen.

Since then, Karlie apologized for everything she had caused to me and the girls. We forgave her but were still cautious of her, but at the moment it seems like things were at peace. Karlie apologizing for her mistakes only made this all so much harder for me. If any of them ever found out I would be the reason why that peace we finally had would soon be destroyed. Sean and the girls would never forgive me for it. Then they would realize that everything Karlie said about me was true and they wouldn't want to be my friends anymore.

"Taylor Alison Swift! Hello! Taylor," Cami waved her hand in my face interrupting my haunting thoughts. "Taylor are you okay? You look like you could really need a drink," Cami chuckled. "What do you want Tay? Vodka? Tequila? Beer?" That's great, she noticed.

"Why are you the bartender? You can't even drink," I chuckled. We all decided to pregame because we only got to do this once a year. I was definitely drinking tonight to forget it all and to stop myself from feeling the way I do.

"Because none of you know how to make a decent drink, besides my sister is a bartender. She might've taught me a thing or two," Camila replied, "So what do you want?"

"Old fashioned," I smiled and she started making it. We had a mini bar just outside the sliding glass door. I don't know why a sorority has one but we aren't complaining, "You and Ella are driving right?"

"Well we kind of have to, we don't want any of you to drink and drive. Besides we can't even drink so we might as well be the designated driver," she handed me my drink and I thanked her.

"Then what's Ella drinking in her cup?" I chuckled and sipped on my old fashioned. Woah, Cami really knew how to make drinks. It tasted just like it would at the bar but much stronger. I wasn't complaining though, I could use all the alcohol I can get.

"I squeezed a CapriSun into a glass because she said she looked weird holding a CapriSun in all the pictures. She looked like a little kid, especially with our height," she explained and we both chuckled.

"C'mon, let's join them!" I grabbed her hand and we headed over to the other girls who were sitting on a table we had in our backyard. We had a decent size backyard and we all decorated, mostly Gigi she had a good eye for this stuff. It looked awesome, it was our little hangout spot.

"Hey guys," I said joining the girls who seem tipsy already from all the drinks we've had so far and the real party hasn't even started.

"Hey Tay, are you ready for Harry's party? He told me you helped him plan it out and we all know your 4th of July parties are epic!" Cami said excitedly.

"Yeah, I'm really excited about it," I lied but in reality, I was freaking out and screaming inside from how anxious I was feeling just by picturing seeing Harry for the first time since. Fuck, Did Harry tell Cami anything more? He wouldn't tell her, right? We all know Cami can't keep a secret but I wouldn't doubt it either he's so close with Cami. "When did you talk to Harry, did he say anything else?" I asked, calm and casually.

"Nope, he just said you helped him plan it and that he was excited to show us how it all looks! Apparently, you both went all out and didn't hold back!" Cami says and I can't help but laugh at that last part. We definitely didn't hold back. The girls start to talk amongst themselves being so excited.

"Damn! I hope he has expensive ass fireworks. Homeboy is fucking rich. I don't want to see any baby fireworks. I want the real deal!" Cara chuckled.