New Beginning *A Matthew Espinosa Fanfic*

NYC ~Chapter 2~

~BTW this is placed in summer of 2014~

~Megan's P.O.V~

I woke up to the singing birds and a bright blue sunny day!

Ha! Every story seems to start like that.... 

The singing birds, were actually my dog that wouldn't stop barking. The bright blue sunny day, was actually a cloudy blue day.Yea I'm not telling a fae story. I'm telling the real deal. 

Today was the day. The day we were leaving for New York City. I sat up in my bed and yawned. I looked to my left to my mirror closet door. I looked ratchet... Like every other morning. 

I turned to the right to my nightstand, and I picked up my phone. I scrolled through tumblr for about half an hour before I decided to get up. It was around 9:50 am. I walked over to my dresser and I plugged my phone into some speakers. 

"MEGAN GET UP ITS 9:00!!!" My dad called from the bottom of the stairs

"DAD FIRST OFF YA LIEING! SECOND OFFITS LIKE 10:00 AND  THIRD OFF IM ALREADY UP!!!" 

"LOSER SAY WHAT!!" 

"DAD!!" I yelled to him

"HURRY UP!!"

I shut my bedroom door and continued getting ready. I have had my suitcase packed for the last month. I was so excited to go to New York. 

I was about to get into the shower when my phone started to ring. I picked it uP and saw the contact 'Mrs. Caniff". It was Shannon. i pressed the "answer" button.

"YOOOOOO MAH BEESSHHH" 

"Hey shannon" 

" Hey im in the car with McKenna. We wanted to get ready together. Mind if we come over?"

"Wow im surprised you accually asked..." McKenna and Shannon came over my house a lot. It was like their second home.

"Yea you can I just got up." I answered before she yelled at me for being sassy.

'Yea McKenna is still half asleep. We are stoping at starbucks first then we will be over."

"You guys are such basic white girls!" 

"Ok so that means bring you a cup too??"

"Yea.." I said angerly/ pouty. 

I hung up the phone and headed toward the shower. On my way into the shower I grabbed my phone off my speakers so I could still listen to music. I walked into my bathroom and turned on the shower. I dropped my towel and walked into the shower. I felt the hot water fit my face. It felt amazing. I felt a stinging on my wrists. I looked down at thin red lines across my wrists. I looked down at my thighs at scars. 

Yea.

I cut. 

I havent in a while.. One of the reasons why the guys mean so much to me is because they helped me stop. Also they were the reason I am were I am. I'm only youtube famous because I wanted to affected someone's life as much as they did to me. I wanted fans. I know it sounds like I did it for fame. I really didnt. I did it because I wanted to make someone who is going through a lot felt like he or she has someone to go to.

~30 minutes later~ 

After I finished in the shower I stepped out. I turned on my hair dyer and I started to blow dry my hair. I picked up my phone and went back into my room. I threw on some shorts (My cuts were high up enough that you couldn't see them. Even with short shorts you couldn't see the scars)  and a crappy long sleeve t-shirt. Just to cover up the cuts. No one really knew about it.