My Mate is My... Bully (boyxboy)

Chapter 1

Ash's P.O.V.

It was 7 in the morning when I woke up to hearing the song Fallen Angels by Black Veil Brides. When I turned it off, I went to make sure no one was awake. My dad doesn't like me and would beat me if I was not out of the house before he woke up. He hates me. But I get it, I wouldn't want to see myself either. As I was thinking this, I went to the bathroom to take a cold shower. I have bad nightmares that wake me up hot and sweaty. I was going to start singing but decided against it to keep from waking my dad up. I get out the shower and head to my room.

My room isn't very special. My walls were black with band posters on it. I also have pictures of me and my mother. My mom passed away when I was fourteen. I'm not sure what caused it and no matter how many times I asked no one would tell me. I miss her though. She was the only one that showed me love. I get sad thinking about her but I decided now was not the time. I needed to get ready to go to the hell hole I called school. I went to my closet to put on black skinny jeans, a black v-neck, and my black leather boots. I obviously love black. I throw on a red hoodie to have a pop of color on.

I put on my bracelets and my guyliner. I grabbed my phone and ran down the stairs. I am lucky that I woke up early so I didn't have to deal with my abusive father. While I was down there I grabbed my bag and ran out of the house trying not to slam the door behind me. It took fifteen minutes to get to school. I hate being here. I'm constantly bullied and I don't fully understand why me of all people. Sometimes I miss first period just to avoid them but they still find me after.

"My life is a living hell," I thought I'm walking to my locker. I hate the smell of this place it smells like humans and werewolves. I am a werewolf, but no one knows not even my dad. The only person that knew was my mom. I miss her so much that it hurts. I took a picture I had of her out of my pocket and look at her. She was such a great person. Before I could even notice, the picture was snatched out of my hands. I turn around to see non other than Jack my school bully. He looked at the picture and then looked at me.

"Ooo someone here misses his mommy. Such a freaking baby. Why don't you just go kill yourself." I looked down. I didn't know what caused me to do this but I snatched my picture away and ran into the bathroom. I locked the door and at the picture down next me. I can't keep doing this anymore. I pulled the blade out of my pocket and started cutting into my skin. I noticed that I was cutting deeper than normal but I was okay with that. I wanted to die. I didn't want to be in pain anymore. I wanted to end everything and be with my mother again. I wanted to be happy again. As I laid down and let the blood drain from me, I hugged the picture of me and my mom. I let the darkness completely consume me.