chapter 5 - Scared of being forgotten

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"The club has officially disbanded."
Painful isn't it? The club you call family is disbanded. Well I guess I will find a new one. No! No one wants an alter ego who isn't interested in competitions such as dressage or show jumping! I'm back to being alone...

Being alone is nice. You have your space, your peace, your silence, it almost makes you want to stop caring about the world. When you get used to it you lose your grasp of the world and Pandoria eats you from the inside slowly. You become one with Pandoria and Garnok...

Just like I cherish my ribbons I cherish my friends and family, I take good care of them but now I kind of feel empty without friends. On the other hand I chose to be alone from a young age so what am I afraid of? Losing strength? People talking behind my back? Weakened? No no no, I don't care about any of these since I have faith in my power and family.

Maybe I'm scared of being forgotten. My friends will forget about me and it hurts. Maybe I should go back to back to my parents, I will sale my horses and tack to Herman, he can give them to the new riders instead. My ribbon collection is not complete but it's enough...

I will go home because I'm scared of being forgotten...

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