*Bar*
Im here dancing my soul out in the middle of the dancefloor and grinding my hips onto one man. Its graduation day today and ill be a college student the next school year .
"Nice ass dear" jayce,the man said
"Pfft duh?"i smirked.
After a few hours i went home and did my routine before going to sleep. I woke up because of the noise coming out of our kitchen ,argghh!! So early!. I immediately ran down the stairs to see my mom cooking ,i sat on one of the chairs near the counter table and watched my mom cook.
"Hey honey youre up already"
"Yah why?"
"Im just hoping youll have your dream course already "
"Yeps medicine ma ,i wanna be a doctor but..."
"But what?"
"Its too long to be a doctor by that time im 37 i guess after i graduated"
"So whats your plan"
"I wanna be a nurse instead"
"If thats what pleases you then do so ,we can provide all your needs naman"she smiled and continued cooking.
*Fast forward*
I graduated as a nurse now and im working in a very high profile hospital here in manila . Time flies so fast i didnt even notice it. I already have a boyfriend named ray and we are so good together he is a doctor and he works here too . Older than me yep he is 37 and im 26 not bad right .
I continued doing my rounds checking people up,changing IV fluids ,inserting catheters and such. Its fun being a nurse although really really exhausting.
*Fast forward *
Few more years have passed im now 37 and im still a nurse ,no matter what i do i feel like there is something missing and its not getting better as time pass by. I feel like whatever i do theres an unfulfilled business inside my heart that wants to be fulfilled.
Im writing my notes for tomorrow when my mom barged in.
"Honey hows work ?"
"Tiring but fun" i pursed my lips.
"How is it being a nurse ,is it much better than being a doctor?" She asked
"Ma being a doctor is a wholesome thing that cant be compared to anything "i sighed.
"Thats why you shouldve been a doctor ,its your passion you shouldve strived hard for it." She said.
"Its so long nga po ma ,before i finished im already 37" i explained
"Look at you honey youre 37 ,no matter what you do ,no matter what happen years after youll be 37 you cant stop that". She explained.
And there i stopped and realized it. Thats what im feeling ,thats the emptiness i was feeling...regrets...that i didnt take up the course i really want and there i sighed. I shouldve done it hayst now i just have to continue what im doing with my life since im already here.
No matter what you do youll age and grow old ,why not do your passion and be happy and once you reached that age no regrets ,pure satisfaction.
