Fakely Friendly

After that impression

To be honest it was very irritating for me to continue this relationship with this girl we had a lots of fighting.. We stopped talking for 2 years ...

After  2 years we were in 7th grade we had a youth parliament in our school we again started to talk it was a greatest regret i did it to my self
I was a new student in the school so i did't know what to do ....she started to tell about the past which happened in school which was like about school love stories , i liked it but it made me worried because that stories were about my friends,whom i liked most but unfortunately they didn't tell anything about it to me because i was just a new friend to them, but still it hurted me because i told everything about me...and now the story begins 

so the next day ....i went where my friend were then i just sat there and with empty reaction...they finally sensed my presence  and started to talking to me like hi,when did u come (i literally sat there for 20 min ig), what happend ,why do u look so pale , i didn't dare to utter a word, i was just filled with my thoughts,it may sound dramatic but its true ..then i came back to my senses , and started to talk with them..one of my friends in them found that something
was off of me..after sometime; it was lunch break still i was thinking...about my old school friends especially one girl who had my  back at all my worst time..lunch went like that ...then i had pe classes.. 

Do u remember a friend I told about who found something off of me..ya so she came up to me and asked 'what's wrong u looked vry pale from the morning' I was just like ' nothing just thinking about some thing to ask to someone' and she replied ' you know u can tell me everything right?' I said 'ya but...how can I tell u it's about u' she was shocked and asked me ' about me?' I said ' ya u .. something that's personal to u ig' she told
' don't tell me that u found out.....

To be continued..