hurts like hell , 12+ , SMUT

why ..just why?

i followed her in and i followed her to the kitchen "you hungry?" she asked with her head in the fridge . 'no im good thanks" i smiled how kind she was being. " okay come on" she skipped upstairs . i guess were going to do the project upstairs so i followed her up. we walked into a big room it had the bad ass vibe too it with red neon lights i turned ton her who plopped on the bed. "you ready?" i almost died how she said that all cute like but i acted normal and sat down next to her and grabbed the books out of my bag and started to look for our assignments . i could feel her eyes burning my skin like i was on fire and it made me wanna disappear i grabbed the book a jolted around before i turned to dust and ash as i turned our eyes met and i could feel my skin flare up again like acid "s-so we have to make a power point". i said quickly, she looked at the book for a second and back at me . i grabbed my laptop and opened the app and started.

i felt my phone buzz and i tried to pick it up but billie picked it up first. "wtf she said quietly"

                

                                                                              becca :>

hey u still alive?

i gasped and grabbed my phone from billie. she got a bit quieter. i felt bad but finished the project and i grabbed my things but as i was walking out of her room to leave i felt her grab my hand and i felt her lips against mine..she felt said but angry as she let go she turned and walked away like nothing happened. i rushed out because of how confused i was. 

                                                                                billies p.o.v

i cant believe i just did that...im so stupid..i layed down and started to just scroll through instagram ...i cant let this out ..i cant let people think i like her...im sorry izzy but this is gonna have to happen please forgive me....

                                                                                   izzys p.o.v

i walked in my house and ran upstairs. i decided not to tell becca about this and just bury it maybe it will just go away. i  grabbed a water and some chips and sat down and watched something on netflix i dont even remember what it was called i was too busy thinking about me and billie. i dont even remember what the movie was called.   i decided to go to bed around 1am since i had school the next day and i didnt need to be tired during a presentation. i trudged all the way up the stairs ans collapsed in bed. i woke to my alarm " nuuuu its too early" i whined i grabbed some jeans and a big tee i got from new york  and  got in the shower and did my makeup and ran downstairs and met becca outside and drove to school. we found a parking spot in the back and we  went our seperate ways as i was making my way to class i felt something grab me and push me into the near locker i looked up to see the eyes that burned my skin and now was no diffrence which confused me "b-billie stop your hurting me!" i sobbed she let go and threw me on the ground as i felt everyone around us laughing. i got up and ran to class "pussy!" i could hear her yell behind me 

i made it to class and sat down as the teacher called the attendace as i tried to hide the pain in my eyes . i heard the open and my gut told me who it was. she sat down and propped her feet up on the desk i could feel her eyes burn a hole into the back of my head. "stop staring billie" i yelled without even turning around with tears in my eyes. i could feel her mumble something i rolled my eyes and started to write down notes that teacher had put on the board . the bell rang i walked out of class and started to go find becca when i felt a yank on my arm and by that i already knew who it was but instead it was becca "hey are you okay?" she seen me already starting to tear up "yeah im fine.." i lied and gave her a slight smile as confirmation she sighed and hugged me and walked me to my next class

"bye gurl" she smiled and squeezed my hand a bit as she walked off i walked in a sat down next to billie without even caring she looked at me and sighed a bit but i felt the anger grow as she dug her nails into my thigh  i felt myself jump a bit as her see through eyes stared into my soul i heard the teacher say my name "izzy are you okay?" i looked up with suprise "y-yeah im fine"she smiled and lifted her nails out my leg instead she rubbed it higher and higher i jumped up "can i use the bathroom?" ,"yea izzy hurry" i walked out trying to catch my breath i could still feel her hand on my leg i looked down there was a bruise and it was slightly bleeding . i gasped i texted becca and told her to come asap. she ran in 5 minutes later "izzy what happend??" she looked down at my leg and her mouth opened but nothing came out."are you okay..? she looked pissed "im fine..just scared" i whined and layed my head on her shouldar "its gonna be okay izzy" she dabbed water on my thigh and wrapped it with some cloth and helped me up "now be careful around her" she said she walked me back to my class "okay thanks becca" i hugged her and watched her walk away as i entered the class to see billie flippin the teacher off "oh my god" i rolled my eyes and sat down as billie did the teacher rolled his eyes and continued teaching 

she didnt bother me after that . the bell rang i got up to leave as billie stayed behind to talk to the teacher . i made my way to lunch when i got in there i went to the bathroom first i was washing my hands when the door swung open i already knew who it was so i ran and stood on the seat when she kicked it open "hey shorty come here" she said smiling "billie i-" she cut me off "now!" i slowly got down and walked towards her when i felt her hand grab me by the neck and push me into the near wall "billie please-" she pressed her lips against mine i felt her hands caress my leg where i had the bruise from earlier i wimpered a bit when she started kissing my neck and looked me dead in my eye ...she was so close i thought i was invisible how she was just staring so hard..i never wanted to move as she let go and walked out the bathroom i picked myself off the ground and managed to make my way out the bathroom and too opur table where becca was waiting for me " what took you so long?" she looked concerned "was it bill-" "no i dropped my stuff" i fake smiled as i tried to forget what just happend like why..just why...i kept asking myself i laid my head down on the cool table and cleared my mind and waited for the bell to ring.

                                                                        TBC....please give me suggestions thx!