Final goodbyes

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*Alyssa's p.o.v. *
I can't even begin to describe how I feel right now. One of my best friends is dying in my face. And I have a concert tonight. This is gonna be the saddest moment of my life right now. As everyone else was around the bed with Madeline helping her vomit, eat and everything Harry and Darcy came in.

"Hey guys what's up......" He stopped. He looked at Madeline. She was smiling at Harry. She waved at them. Harry rushed over to the bed side. He was crying and his face was red and he was speechless. Darcy was so sad. She was crying and screaming and everything.

"What the hell happened?" Harry asked.

"I... have..... cancer....." Madeline said while coughing. everyone was sitting there, quiet. Then as everything was quiet, Madeline started closing her eyes.

"DOCTOR!!" Gabrielia yelled. A nurse ran in.

"I'm sorry to say but these are your final goodbyes. Madeline is leaving" the nurse said. Everyone was crying, all of us hugged Madeline except Gabrielia. She was screaming and yelling and crying so loud!

"NO! NO! SHES NOT READY TO GO! PLEASE NO! I TAKE EVERYTHING BACK! IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING! MADELINE" she yelled. We all had to pull her out but as soon as she heard that long beep noise on the machine she went crazy!

"NO!!!!!!!! NO! STOP! MADELINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE GOD NO!" She yelled.
"Gabrielia we need to go!" I said. Niall pulled her and we left the hospital. It was the worst day ever. And I still have to sing. When we got back to the hotel I looked for an outfit. I chose my white strapless dress with a blue jean jacket, pearl earrings, black heels and a heart necklace. I was singing the song I wrote yesterday. I grabbed my stuff and got in the van. I told Andrew and Justin to watch Gabrielia. I grabbed my guitar and i put my microphone on my jacket. I stepped on stage and the crowd cheered.
"Hello everybody!!!!" I said and they cheered louder.

"Alright guys. This song is dedicated to my closest friend, Madeline who recently passed away. hope you like it. I started playing the guitar.

Merrily we fall
Out of line, out of line
I'd fall anywhere with you
I'm by your side

Swinging in the rain
Humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze

I'm not afraid, anymore
I'm not afraid

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side

Carefully we'll place our destiny
You came and you took this heart, and set it free
Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are

I'm not afraid, anymore
I'm not afraid

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can hardly breathe

Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

I finished the song and I was crying myself. I waved and walked off stage.

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