HIGH & UNTOUCHABLE GODS SOCIETY POSEIDON ISRAEL SMITH (God Of The Sea)

Chapter 5 -Never Have His Heart

High & Untouchable Gods Society
Poseidon Israel Smith
GOD OF THE SEA
Written by: Blackrose

Chapter 5 -Never Have His Heart

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Poseidon Israel

After my daughter's birthday party, I left with Coreen to take her back to the hotel. Napansin kong she seems to be quiet all throughout our journey but I didn't manage to ask her why. Napagod rin ako sa buong araw na ito and I wanted a good drink plus a tranquil sleep. When we arrived at her suite, she didn't even offered me to get in nor stay with her for awhile so I've decided to head back home and call it a night.

On my way home, maraming gumugulo sa mind ko. One is my ex whom na hindi ko ma-explain why I am still feeling this hate for her kahit pa matagal na kaming wala. Hindi parin nawawala sa mind ko how she have used me to achieved her ambitions and how it was so easy for her to trashed our relationship ng ganon-ganon na lang. I admit na nasaktan talaga ako sa ginawa niya. Na pinagpalit niya ako pati ang daughter namin para sa mga pangarap niya. The other thing that is occupying my mind is my daughter Pretty Bella whom is obviously so fond of her mom. I've seen in her kanina the excitement and the longingness when she was with her mom. There is this undeniable fear creeping inside of me na baka hindi maganda ang idulot sa akin ng fondness ni Pretty Bella sa mommy niya. Lastly ay si Coreen. I like her spirit, so carefree and light. She's always on the go, wherever and whenever possible basta niyaya ko siya. She's so easy to be with and I knew that it is not hard for any man to fall for her. But I am not ready for any romantic relationship with her or should I say, I don't want any romantic relationship with her. We get along with whatever we have right now. Ayos naman sa kanya ang set-up namin which is favorable sa akin because we don't have any strings attached and no commitments whatsoever. She can date other men and same goes with me. Kaya lang parang ayokong malaman na may dine-date siyang iba, I want her for myself alone. Well, call me possessive pero that's me alright. Gusto ko na akin lang ang babae ko during our span of playtime.

'Israel can we talk?' I was startled when I got inside my home seeing Heide sitting comfortably at one of the cushions. My blood once again boils upon seeing her.

'What the fuck are you still doing here? The party's over! Bakit andito ka pa?' I walk straight to the bar and pour a glass of whiskey.

'I wishes to talk to you Israel.' napapikit ako to control my anger then downed my drink immediately.

'Fuck off Heide! Leave me in peace will you!'

'You still love me do you? Tell me Israel. Mahal mo parin ako after all these years right?' I feel her presence behind me which stiffens my body.

'HAHAHAHAHA! Is that some kind of a fucking joke Heide?' I emptied another glass saka nagsalin ulit ng panibago.

'I can still see it in your eyes Israel. How they glow when you saw me earlier, how it sparks. Kahit hindi mo man aminin sa akin, I knew. I knew that your love for me is still there inside your heart.' she held my arm.

Being touched by her one more time, brings back the good memories we've had. Noon when we were both happy in each others arms and how we live our world brightfully.

Huminga ako ng malalim. I hated myself more than I hate this woman right now. Only just now have I proved to myself how hard it is to deny the truth that despite everything that she have done to me and all the heartaches that she have caused me, she is fucking damn right. She is still the reason why I have remained single until now. She is still the reason why I just played around with women at walang makakuha ng interest ko to go deeper into a realtionship. She is still the only woman aside to my daughter whom I have loved and treasured all this time. Fucking sad but true, I still treasure her until now.