Secret's (boyxboy)

# Five.

Sorry its been awhile guys /: been rather busy... but here it is so i hope you like(:

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 ~Skye~

So... Kylar and i are... together? No.. Maybe.. Kind of.... Sometimes??? Ugh, he really needs to clarify things... But that KISS!!! Oh my gersh! Ugh im going to be thinking about that for..... well the rest of my life. That was..... well, wow. I cant possibly explain it otherwise. It was... amazing. Hehe ill never get the taste of his lips out of my mind. As im still licking my lips... teehee. What would mother say? Hehehe... Gosh.. im soooo sooo happy! I want to scream it for the roof tops. I want the world to know. Hehe im so incredibly happy! I need tell someone!!!  Mommy come home i have amazing news!!!!! She'll be so happy for me!! Okay its..... 10? Really? That means shes home! But i didnt hear her come in..... She always makes all kinds of noise coming through the door... My crazy hair-brained mother who i adore. Hehe Perhaps i should look for her? I trip and stumble and about die. I catch myself on the railing breathing heavy and scared. Oh opps hahah... almost falling down the stairs now hehe.

"Mom!!!" i wait a second, and nothing. I walk to the door to see if her car is in the drive way, and there she is with her hands completely full, her purse in her mouth and attempting to open the door. I open it and she stumbles in,

"Thanks love it was freezing out there!" I look at the ground outside and theres even more things.

"Whats all this?"

"Christmas presents."

"In October?"

"Its easy to do it early or ill never get what i want."

"Oh... mom... what about all the sales that are around chritmas?"

"Uh... well most of this was on clearance anyways. So thats good enough."

'Okay... hahah i love you."

"Uh oh... what do you want? Cause i probably got it for Christmas and if i didn't you wont get anything until you're 63... I'm broke... i just waisted all my money buying for you and other people and im tired of it! Why you made me go tonight instead of late November...."

"I did not!!!"

"Sweetheart its a joke.... take it like a man. Now what color of nail polish did you want?"

"Mom... i dont wear nail polish...?"

"Are you sure? I swore you asked for red... or was it purple.... you know what i think it was youre cousin Blair..."

"Do you need to sleep?"

"Nope! I feel great! Why are you tired, sweety?"

"No... but you're being psychotic again.... anyways i have something amazing to tell you... as soon as you... deal with that." I laugh

"Ooh! Tell me tell me!! This can wait! Whats amazing!!?!?!?"

"Just put this away ill tell you when you're done..." She doesnt argue and rushes around tryig to hide all the things she bought... although she cant keep them hidden for two months all that well.... I go to the kitchen to make a sandwhich and grab a soda. When i finish making my sandwhich i take a bite and walk into the living room where my mother is fast asleep on the couch, all the bags seemed to have vanished except two."Okay.. ill tell you tomorrow..." I say to myself and walk up to my room.

~Kylar~

 So if we're together... If we are together...? Than... do i have to come out? Oh god... i dont think i could... But i thought he wasnt gay? So... we're both coming out together? Can i tell him i dont want to? Would he care if i asked to keep quiet? I dont want him to be upset.... But i dont want to come out... What do i do?