Chapter 15

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"So...Do i look good?" I say catching his attention

"You look......"he sighs and checks me out "...st-stunning" he stutters

And the best of those three words is that i know he meant them, i smiles big... hearing those words from Zayn made me quite happy, we go outside only to find a fancy white car already waiting for us. We get on the back seats.

"Are you excited?" He whispers very close to me making me shiver

"A lot" I manage to say nervously 

The car stopp infront of a big posh restaurant, inside there are rich looking people, dressed like rich people.

-Good evening- a young man around his twenties says politely

-Evening...we've got a reservation under the name of Malik- Zayn says looking at me, his hand on my waist

-Correct, this way please- he starts walking with a huge smile

A table set for two, right beside the biggest window greets us, i cant help but notice that our table is a bit too far from the other ones. What to say about Zayn he's been acting like a real gentleman helping me sit, asking for white wine and letting me order first, Lobster tails steamed in beer is my choice...sounds good, his choice Black & blushing Worcestershire Fillet.

-Zayn...- 

-Yes love?- He looks at me and takes another bite of his delicious and expensive looking dish

-What will happen once we're back home?- I ask showing the confusion i feel inside

-Everything will be like it was before we came- he shrugs and keeps eating

-What do you mean ' like it was before we came'?- I ask...my face must look like a poem right now, I don't understand but it didnt quite sound good.

-Yeah...- he says like it was obvious- I'll be with Perrie and my 'popular' friends- he emphasizes popular- ...and you will go back to your multiple boyfriend life- there's a hint of tension when he speaks about my multiple alleged boyfriends

-Multiple?- i ask frowning

-Yeah...Liam, Harry and that blonde lad whom i can't recall his name...- he says making an ' I dislike him' face

-They ain't my boyfriends, they're just friends- I answer giggling

-What ever - he says clearly not caring and keeps eating

Time keeps passing by and the only sounds are the chatting from the tables around us and our forks hitting our plates.

-Zayn...- I sigh- If i happen to fall for you, pleas do not fall for me- i say honestly

-Why?- he looks curiously at me rasing an eyebrow

-Because...we can't be more than just stepsiblings, because it's not right and... we just must not- I lower my sight and stare at my almost empty dish

-We'll see, we don't know what future has prepared for us- he simply states

We're almost home i cant stop feeling a bit anxious because i have no clue what will happen next, i dont know what does Zayn want from me. Once inside i feel his hands around my waist and the freaking zoo which seemed to be calm inside my stomach comes alive once again under his touch.

I turn around facing him letting his warm honey stare weaken me, I smile shyly as i feel his breathing coming closer to my face, he kisses me in such a delicate and careful way that breaks my insides, they're addictive, i feel his strong warm hand on my left cheek and me being weak I let go and grab his neck.

We are all deep kisses and breathing mess, he starts walking us towards the room without breaking the kiss, I open one eye only to find out his eyes are shut...woah. I am walking on reverse his hands leave my cheek and waist, he stretches them to prevent us from falling or bumping into something.

The closer we get to the bed the more excitement i feel, the kisses get more passionate, emotions are in the air and i know we can both feel them 'For God's sake, Jessica STOP! ' is all i can think... we can't do it, we can't but Oh my! those lips are addictive, and i want to.

-Z-zayn...- i say in between the kiss, he hums in response-...s-stop- i weakly speak and he ignores me lowering his kisses to my neck, oh no, not my neck- No...Zayn, stop...- i end the sentence with a light moan, what's with the neck's sensitiveness

-No Jess, please don't make me stop - he sighs and keeps kissing my neck highly concentrated

-No Zayn please...- and another moan escapes my mouth

-Why not?- he looks deep into my eyes

-We must not, it's not okay-

-Jess, love, let yourself enjoy, let go- he caresses my cheek and attaches our lips again and i can't say no

And those words were enough for me to let go, in between kisses now i am only in my underwear and his hands are everywhere, the feeling is magic, sparks fly on every inch of skin his hands have touched, now i can say i feel in peace, safe, his strong arms protecting me from everything is the place where i would love to spend the rest of my existance.

Soon we're skin to skin, i am so into the kiss and the sensations that i cant think straight, this man is like poison to my thinking self, he is touching me in such an intimate way that it's making me fly. The room is filled by our heavy breathing, sighs and little moans 'Let yourself enjoy, let go' his voice replays on my head while this all happens.

To be continued...

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