If only I had told you earlier how spellbound by your smile I am. How your laughter stops the world for me.
If only I could express to you how much I value you. How whenever I'm not paying attention, I sense your presence. How you make me feel better when everything seems to be wrong.
If only I could express to you how you support me when I need someone to lean on, even if you don't do anything to help.
If only I could go back in time and inquire about your well-being. I recently learned about it. You end your life without me realizing how egotistical I am for not seeing that you are also in need.
***
