Joe Elliott Imagines

Joe Elliott's Girl Part 1

Natasha's POV

Being Joe Elliott's girl is every females wish. I was his on again off again girlfriend for 15 years now. I'm sick of Joe always leaving whenever he wants too. I felt like I was his side girl a lot of the times cause he never stayed with me long. He would stay with me for 3 years and move on to someone else. I hated being the side girl or rebound girl whenever he was single. I wish I knew what he wanted. Several months ago I kicked him out of my life until he decided what he wanted.

Even though it hurt to kick him out of my life it still hurt my heart cried for him every night since the night I kicked him out. Sav stayed with me during the emotional time. Paige as well and their kids. I remember seeing the hurt look in Joe's eyes when I told him to leave and to never come back unless I was the only girl for him. He never came back. According to the media he's still single he painted on a smile to hide his sadness according to Sav. Sometimes I went to Sav for advice cause he's been playing along side Joe for 44 years now. I go to Sav because of that and because he's the only one in Def Leppard still married to his first wife so he's doing something right to hold onto her for so long.

My heart still cries for Joe on a nightly basis. Sometimes I went on a real crying jag until I fell asleep. I lost my virginity to Joe 15 years ago. I remember it well. He took me out for a nice romantic dinner then we went dancing we came back to his house where Paige had his bedroom done up in a romantic fashion. Red white and pink roses were everywhere there was a heart in the middle of the floor done in red rose petals. She burned red candles and strawberry incense to set the mood and of course soft romantic jazz music.

I'll never forget that night as long as I live cause it was so beautiful. I always called him Passion Killer cause he had a passion for what he did for a living and when he was on stage he killed it every single time. Cinderella's song pops into my head Don't know what you've got til it's gone quite frequently lately.

Joe knew what he had with me he just didn't think he'd lose it if only he opened up his pretty blue eyes and saw what he had. I sighed heavily I shouldn't beat myself up over it but I had to make him see what he really had with me before he made a choice. I heard a knock at the door I went up to answer it. I opened the door and saw Phil Collen. He's the lead guitar player for Def Leppard and has been since his terror twin Steve Clark died. I waved him inside my home and spoke to him.

"Hey Phil how's things going?" I asked him trying to sound cheerful Phil sighed and spoke to me.

"Not so good. Joe hasn't been himself since you've kicked him out of your life Natasha." Phil told me I sighed and spoke.

"What do you mean he's not the same?" I asked him sounding puzzled Phil answered me.

"He doesn't leave his house anymore. The only time he does is for red carpet events or when we record. He has such a sadness in his heart Natasha I think you really hurt him emotionally." Phil told me I sighed and spoke.

"Phil I kicked him out of my life cause I was tired of being his side girl or rebound girl every time he becomes single. I wanted a full relationship with him but every time things got complicated with us he ran and went to someone prettier. I couldn't deal with it anymore. If he wants me he should be with me and not run away just because things become so complicated." I told him Phil nodded agreeing with me which was shocking he spoke.

"I know you two have had an on and off again relationship for 15 years but the thing is Joe has trouble expressing his feelings like normal people. He always hides them by working on his music for our new album. Natasha I heard from Sav that you cried for him every night." Phil stated I sighed and spoke.

"Sav has such a big mouth. I still cry for Joe. I have strong feelings for him but he never expressed those same feelings back. My feelings for Joe will never change. It's just hard for me cause I always express what I'm feeling. Sometimes I feel like Joe's a robot cause I've never heard him tell me he loves me in the entire 15 years I've known him." I explained Phil was in shock over this and couldn't believe his ears and spoke to me.