baby don't like it

It wasn't the first, the second, not even the third time YangYang looked at his phone waiting for his weekly messages. "If we talk everyday then they'll notices for sure" is what Mark answered when he asked what kind of love only reaches you once a week. It is smart, to have an affair is not an easy thing to keep hidden, specially when you're all such good friends and trust each other so so much.

Fucking lies.

All YangYang felt since that unfortunate day was how ungrateful and unfaithful he really is, how can a person be so bad, and why does Mark taste so good?

"Babe, I'm busy right now, can you please go help YangYang? He's having relationship problems with Xiaojun again" that's what Renjun probably said, he's always busy, that's why Mark is such a fucking jerk all the time, he gets no attention, no love, no affection at all, but does every fucking thing his perfect little entitled boyfriend ask, like a dog, like a good boy, but there's nothing good about him, not at all.

His pride is just as big as his dick, bragging about how he can get away with the things he does, and is not scared of YangYang saying anything because he can't possibly say to his best friend "Hey, your boyfriend is cheating on you, he's been fucking me for months now". What a nightmare.

The boy lay down and stared at his phone, thinking mean things "Is almost 8pm, what Renjun with his perfect perky ass would be doing still in his boyfriend's house? Is not like they're together because of love, is all instagram status, teen start with teen model, a fairy tale, oh please! He has fucking night job, just leave already." so angry, so annoyed. His phone rang.

Xiaojun
Goodnight, love

Ouch, that hurted. All this time, he has someone who doesn't hide him at all, and he keeps wanting what is his friend's? Such a bad person, Xiaojun was a good boy, but he's too good. Everything is fine, everything is ok, he doesn't have nothing he wants to eat in particular, or watch "Whatever is on TV is fine", no ambition at all, just that same old life, everyday, even sex with him is boring, but he loves YangYang, and he's nice… That's it, this has to be over, he'll stop seeing Mark and break up with Xiaojun, this has to stop.

His phone rang again.

Mark
Baby…
Is it me or are you doing something to me?

YangYang
What??

Mark
When you smile, it's shining

YangYang
STOP, I told you before Mark Lee, no!!

Mark
But for some reason…
You're lying inside
Dangerously

YangYang
I'm going to block you, I told you before, we can't do it again, I have a boyfriend, you have a boyfriend, that was a only once thing, keep pushing yourself is not nice...

Mark
You're beautiful

YangYang
You shouldn't have come to my house in the first place

Mark
You slowly came to me

YangYang
That was… because I was mad at Xiao, only it.

Mark
You're my dilemma almost like a habit

YangYang
You're only being poetic beacuse you're lonely and you want sex again

Mark
I'm already looking for your hand that's not there

YangYang
I'LL FUCKING MURDER YOU, you know this is scary what if they find out.

Mark
What's scary is the way you talk

YangYang
Ughhh you're so shameless, give me goosebumps

Mark
What gives me goosebumps is when you smile