KILLUA ZOLDYCK X READER ONE-SHOTS (DISCONTINUED)

|Let me be the one to make you feel better...|

WARNING!! THIS ONE-SHOT INVOLVES SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, AS WELL AS CUTTING. IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!!

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You always smiled. You always laughed. You always acted like everything was okay when it really wasnt. You were like Gon, except his happiness was genuine.

But all this changed, just because of one person.

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Your parents are pretty toxic. Not to your younger sibling, s/b. Just you. They always yelled, blamed, lectured, hit, kick punch, anything you could possibly think of!

Whenever you tried to reason with them or make things right, it does nothing but causes them to yell at you.

You were sitting in your room with clear crystal water drops trickling down your window. Your mind was filled with thousands of thoughts. Thoughts such as, 'Why am I not good enough?' or 'I should just kill myself' or 'I have no worth, nothing is ever good enough for them'.

As thoughts were racing around your head, you suddenly hear a dinging noise from your cell phone.

You pick it up and see that Gon had messaged you. You read his text message which read

Gon: Hey Y/N! The other three and I were wondering if you would like to come to hang at my place? It wouldnt really be the same without you!

'Hm, I could use some time to clear my mind' you thought to yourself.

Y/N: Sure! Ill be there in about 10 minutes. Be sure to wait for me, please! Bye!

Gon: Okay! See you.

You turned off your phone and got up to go get changed. You decided to wear some black jeans, a black turtle neck crop top, and a big burgundy jacket.

You quickly grabbed your bag and tiptoed down the stairs. You checked to see that your parents were sleeping, so you quickly put on your black combat boots, and headed out the door.

It was raining pretty hard. But you were able to make it to Gons house in about 5 minutes since his house was close by.

Your s/c finger pressed on Gons doorbell, and no later than 30 seconds, a white-haired assassin opened the door.

"Hey Y/N," he said with a slight smile.

"Hey, Killua," you smiled back.

"Hurry up and come in, its pouring out there." he gestured you to come inside, so you quickly waddled inside.

"Y/N!!!" you heard someone yell.

You turned to see Gon running towards you and practically tackling you to the ground. "Woah there, hello Gon!" you laughed.

Little did you know an assassin got a bit jealous watching you hug Gon, for he wished he was the one hugging your small figure.

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Everyone sat in Gons room when Leorio suddenly asked, "Hey guys, why dont we play a game?" 'Uh oh,' you thought. "What kind of game, you say?" asked Kurapika.

"Hmm, what about truth or dare?" Gon innocently asked. "Sure, why not?" said Kurapika. "Im in!" yelled Leorio. "Shut it old man! Sure Ill play," stated Killua. Everyone looked at you. You sighed and mumbled, "Fine...Ill play.."

Okay! Youngest first! Gon said. Everyone looked at you again. You sweatdropped. Leorio then asked, "Y/N, truth or dare?" He was probably plotting something, so you replied with dare. He thought for a moment.

Alright, Y/N, I dare you to show us what you carry in your bag! He stated.

"E-eh? Really Leorio? Thats the dare?!" You asked shocked.

Leorio smirked. "So? Get on with it."

You grabbed your bag and dumped everything out. But what you didnt realize was that your pocket knife dropped out of your bag.

Everyone gasped. "Y/N...why do you have that in your bag..?" asked Kurapika in a worried tone. 'I have to think of something quick I dont want them knowing that I cut myself..' you thought while panicking.

Killua looked at you with wide eyes, then saw that your sleeve was slightly showing your arm, which he saw a cut on it. This angered Killua.

"Y/N Show. Me. Your. Arm." Killua said in a dark tone. You backed away slowly. "I SAID SHOW ME YOUR GODDAMN ARM!" Killua ran over to you and pulled your sleeve up. His eyes widened in fear and anger, while everyone elses did the same.

"U-uhmm surprise..?" you stuttered.

Tears welled up in your e/c orbs, you snatched your bag and ran out of the house. You didnt know what direction you were going, but you spotted a park so you went there.

As you sat under a tree, you were sobbing. 'Why..? Why me?' you thought.

"Y/N" someone called your name.

You looked up and saw the last person you wanted to see. Killua. "Why did you do that to yourself..? Why havent you told us what you really felt? I thought you trusted us.." he asked solemnly.

You looked down in shame until Killua sat beside you and said, "You can tell me anything, I just want you to be okay." It ended up with you pouring out everything, crying in Killuas chest. He caressed your hair and told you things like, 'Its okay,' or 'Cry it out, Im here'.

Once you were done you said, "Thank you Killua, it really means a lot." This caused him to blush a bit. "Y-yeah no problem.." he replied. He then mumbled something. "What was that, Killua?" you asked. "I-I love y-you, Y/N. Please l-let me be the one to make you feel better with w-whatever you go through.." he mumbled. You then felt hot tears run down your cheek. He looked at you and started to panic. "Calm down Killua, these are tears of joy. I would love to be yours." you managed to choke out.

Killua smiled at you, got up, and gestured his hand out to you, signaling for you to get up and hold it. You both walked to his house, for you moved in with him. Both of you watched a movie, before falling asleep on each other, cuddled in a blanket.

And your life, was way better, now that you were with him.

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