Built For Pleasure

| Chapter 6 |

[ATLAS POV]

What the hell was that supposed to mean? 'Sooner than youd think'. God I couldn't get it out of my head the school day is literally over and those words keep flooding my mind.

"UGH!!" I threw my pillow at the wall. Why do I have to have thoughts? Why cant I just normal thoughts? Like, how many times does a cat have to scratch you to kill you?

Wait what.

No. No no

That's not normal that's even worse. "I'm so weird!"

"Yes you are hun." Mom?! Wait what? How long has she been here? "I've been here for a couple if minutes now. You keep muttering things I wanted to make sure you were okay."

Okay my ass. "You said that out loud."

"Fuck!" Are my thoughts even in my head. Who knows. I got pulled from my thoughts when I tasted blood. I had a bad habit of biting my lip. I was wondering why my lip was hurting.

"I'm gonna go to bed."

"Okay hun I love you, please be up in time for school!" I waved her goodnight before she left my room.

I laid back trying to forget everything and eventually fell asleep.

The next morning when I walked into school I saw Zaire talking to some bitch. That bitch being our english teacher. And of course I decided to listen in.

"Zaire if you dont start working hard you're going to fail my class. If you do you'll have to retake this class next year and quit the football team."

"I know Mrs. Acorn I'll do better."

Oh god Zaire is failing english. Hah!! What a loser that class is so easy.

I went to my locker and started putting things away. Music?? Why do I hear music?

Oh shit if I didnt turn my phone off I'm so dead!! I checked my phone but it was already off. I looked around and it seemed like everyone else was confused by the music.

Without Me. Eminem.. what the fuck..?

I looked towards the front of the school and that little fucker Wren walked in acting like he was badass. Well maybe not so little hes really fucking tall.

Wait Wren. He's back. SOONER THAN I THINK MEANING TOMORROW. Zaire is dead next time I see him.

He walked up to Zaire and Zaires face lit up before he hugged him. I slowly walked over to the both of them with an awkward smile.

"I guess 'sooner than you think' meant tomorrow."

Wren smiled at me and hugged me aswell. "Its great at to see you again Atlas. Hows everyone been?"

"Eh. Same as usual this place is a shit hole and I've been lonely. I didnt have you assholes to keep me busy." This hurt. I dont want to talk to him. I cant talk to him. Oh fuck no I am not crying right now.

"I..Ive uh I've got to go." I walked away as quickly as i could and stopped in the closest bathroom. I felt like i was gonna throw up. I assumed Zaire meant like a month from now or at least a couple of weeks. Not a fucking day later!

I bursted out into tears. I'm not ready for this.

Wren opened the bathroom door. Thank fucking god I went into a stall. "Atlas? Are you in here?" I stayed quiet. He opened the stall. "Why didnt you lock it. That would've been kinda weird if you were shitting." He smiled and I walked out of the stall.

"Haha you've found me." I said with a fake smile, wiping away my tears. I'm gonna hurl. "I have indeed. Why dont we catch up maybe eat lunch together.. or something.?" No please say no anything but yes.

"Yeah sure." My body betrayed me!!!

Lunchtime. Woohoo this'll be just great. I walked over to where Zaire and Wren were sitting. Zaire had a huge smile and was talking about how much he missed Wren and how his life had been going but I didnt care. I was staring at Wren. He seemed different. Happier I guess. Is that was mental hospitals do??

"Yo Atlas something up. You're staring at me, am I really that sexy?" I blushed and looked away. Cocky as ever huh?

"Shut up. You too Zaire dont hog him I want to tell him how I've been doing." No I don't I don't want to talk to either of them. Where can i run off too. Yet again my body betrayed me and I sat down.

Before I let either of them say anything I started. "Well, I've been doing just fine and dandy on my own. All alone with my bitch ass mom. Zaire and I dont talk like ever. I mean a couple of days ago was the first time we had spoken in a while. I'm still getting absolutely destroyed by what's his face. Dickface? Shit for brains? Oh yeah George. Oh and I learned a little secret about Zaire here. He has a choking kink. Yeah I know weird right. He pinned me down on his bed by my throat and a lot of other stuff happened.. His sister even walked it!! Oh my god so funny right. Lifes just been peachy." I stood up and walked off.

"Atlas wait.!" Zaire called out to me but I was already gone.

I cant deal with this right now. After that fight with Zaire ABOUT Wren I cant face either of them.

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