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"Robyn?" You asked in the cold dead night, staring up at your bedroom ceiling. Eyes used to the dark of the room. The sun would be rising soon. You knew you wouldn't be getting any sleep, so it was fruitless for you to even try
"Hmm?"Robyn hummed, as she sat at the edge of your bed, pulling on her clothes
You couldn't bare to look at her. If you did, it was certain you would surely break down
"Why do we keep doing this?"
Robyn chuckled, totally blanking the crack on your voice.
"Because sex is fun," she said, jumping up and down as she pulled on her jeans. Before turning to face you, leaning over your face, "And you're a good lay"
With that, Robyn pressed a kiss onto your lips, one that she did not notice that you had not reciprocated
"I'll see you later, Y/n," she smiled over her shoulder, moving to leave the room, "Let's do this again later." With her back facing the door, Robyn shook her ass, with a teasing smirk on her face
"I'm a good lay?" You asked, still stuck on her words
"Well, yeah." She looked at you worriedly but you didn't mind cause all you think of right now is how heartbroken you are right now by her words
"Is that all I am to you?"
Robyn stopped fixing her hair, to turn and look at you once again
"What's gotten into you?"
"Answer my question," you ordered.
"No. You're not just a lay to me."
"Then what am I?"
"Y/N,"Robyn said slowly, crawling onto the bed next to you, hand caressing your chest. Your body unmoving, eyes still locked upon the ceiling. "You're my best friend."
"That you sometimes sleep with." you chuckle as you kept your eyes at the ceiling cause you couldn't look at those beautiful green eyes that you grown to love
"I don't think 'sometimes' is the most accurate word," she chuckled.
"Robyn," your voice was firm but sad.
"Okay... you wanna be serious now?" Robyn asked sceptical, "Because that is so unlike you."
"I'm allowed to be serious, Robyn."
Folding her arms under herself, to rest her chin upon them, still looking at you. clarified, "I know you can. It's just that you don't, normally... you can't even look at me."
"Cause i don't want to" you said with pain in your voice
"Why?" Robyn asked as she looked at you with curious look in her face
"because it hurts."
"It hurts to look at me?" Robyn asked sadly
"Yes." you answered her question honestly
"Y/N," she tried, "Y/N?"
Kicking her leg over your waist, she leaned over you. Hands on your cheeks, face obscuring your view, but still unable to tear your eyes away from the ceiling above
"Y/N, please look at me. Please," Robyn begged
"I can't."
"Why, Y/N? Why does it hurt you to look at me?"
"Because I'm in fucking love with you, and I can't bring myself to look you in the eyes, when you only see me as your friend," you admitted. Finally
She looked at you with a shocked look upon her face but you still kept your eyes at the ceilings cause you where scared how she will react will she love me? Dose she even like me? That's all you've been thinking about
"Y/n" Robyn called with soft voice
You looked up at her this time and you regret it you can see the pain in her eyes and the sadness in her beautiful eyes, you felt like someone has stabbed your heart when those three words left her mouth
"i'm sorry i can't " she said as she Storming to the door, she threw it open, before closed it behind her
You were right.
You didn't sleep.
You felt your whole life has crashed as you stayed in this California king bed alone
