I'm Here {Tsukkiyama}

Chapter 1

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"Shut up! You don't know what it feels like"

"I do know."

".....that's why I'm here"
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     What do you do when the person you love, loves someone else? Do you push that feeling of sadness and disappointment away? Do you live your whole life watching from a distance how they both hold hands? How they kiss? How they look at each other? Will you really be satisfied with being that person's friend only? Will you?

Yamaguchi Tadashi, a cute freckled boy with green-ish like hair and slightly small lips, woke up to the rays of the sun hitting his caramel skin. His eyes fluttered open after being dazzled with the light coming from his open window. He instantly got up and shut his curtains. Turning back around he looked at his alarm and wiped his saliva drooling from his chin.

"It's 6 am" He remarked as he rushed to his closet to put on his school uniform. After he changes into his uniform he did his hair and brush his teeth before heading out. His parents are usually not there. They are always on "business trips" That's what they made Yamaguchi believe.

Yamaguchi always gets money from his parents. He doesn't know what they do to earn them. But it helps him survive. He always thought he wasn't anyone special. That he doesn't deserve anything because he hasn't done a thing to earn them.

Just as he steps outside his house a certain blonde haired boy walks out of his home. His bag over his shoulder, earphone plugged and his black glasses on. The tall boy notices  Yamaguchi but decides to ignore his presence and keep walking the same path they both take every day.

"Hi T-Tsukki!" The freckled boy greets his bestfriend. But the other doesn't respond. "No response as usual" Yamaguchi says to himself. It has been summer's and winter's when they walk together to school but not once has Tsukishima bothered to greet his best friend properly.

To Yamaguchi, Tsukishima's anti-social behavior was normal. He has already gotten used to being ignored and pushed away by the blonde boy. He really didn't mind.

But I guess their were times when Yamaguchi was hurt by the other's actions.

"If I really were his bestfriend friend he wouldn't push me away like that!"

"If I really were his bestfriend he wouldn't ignore me like that!"

"If I really were his bestfriend he would care!"

"I guess some people aren't like that"

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A/N : Okay soooo Hi hi! This is my first Tsukkiyama fan fic. I already feel like this wont go far hahah. But yeah my other account got deleted for some reason. I really want to burn wattpad but we dont speak of that. Anyways hope you enjoy this story if you do ever read it. :D

- admin A