The girl who left a mark

Growing Up.

   Hello diary,

    It's is September 19th, on a Saturday.
So i'm going into depth about growing up so you know why i am the way i am. When i was born my mom and dad were very much in love. He even bought her cupcakes on her birthday just to make sure he was the first one to give her a present on her birthday.

But when my second birthday hit, i saw how broken they actually were. Hard to believe right? That a second year old could possibly know what broken people look like? And when i was 4, my father finally decided that he's had enough. Sadly that day was when my brother Flip turned 1. I think he's only my mom's favorite because she reminds her of my dad. She never got over him and never found someone else. I mean there were a couple boyfriend's here and there but they never stayed long enough for us to trust him.

I always hated seeing her broken and sad all the time. But when i met the love of my life i saw how much she adored him. Asher Jamie Kettle, was the boy who promised me everything. And the boy who broke my heart. Not only mine but my moms. And of course Flip's, he thought of him as a big brother but not in a creepy way. That boy new everything about me. Even about my mom and dad, he was the first i told. He was my first for a lot of things. I'm a 5'1 brown haired and brown eyed girl. I'm not the typical girl boys would look at as someone they would date. More of someone they would go to advice for on how to GET a girl. But not with Asher, he was different. Or i thought so anyway.

Yours truly,
Lux rodriguez.

(p.s sorry this was so long today)